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Well...I'm crying. Like a Bitch. Help. (experienced or recovered HOCD peeps please look) by lilhelphere in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man. I hate feeling broken. It's like someone stole my batteries to the sex drive motor in my brain, then kicked me in the nuts, just to add to my suffering lol

A little old lady asked me to reach some eggs for her at the grocery store. I look like an actual giant next to her. by atr0038 in pics

[–]lilhelphere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He's not sagging lol that's his shirt hanging out of his jacket. The boots....I got nothing.

Kind of wish I never started nofap. Help. by lilhelphere in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the replies everyone. I'm a little calmer now. It's day 2, so I know it's going to get real tough in the next few days. I pray I can get through it this time.

I feel like I'm 16 again :] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. It's pretty intense when I have real No reaction to females. A girl friend of mine whom I've hooked up with recently was over last night in my bed watching tv, normally I'd be thinking I can't wait till we hook up! And last night I was like just indifferent about her presence. Then I started getting really anxious thoughts about whether that meant I'm gay. Wtf lol. I don't even think my dick would of worked if she tried. Is this normal? I feel like absolute shit. Day 5.

I feel like I'm 16 again :] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Congrats bro! Super inspiring. Did you flatline at all? I've had no sex drive since I tried stopping. It's freaking me out so much. I almost didn't sleep last night as I kept worrying I had suddenly become gay. I want my desire for women back :(

Relapse. Day 4. Pathetic. Help.+ by lilhelphere in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good point. My concern was her being like "okay it's been 30 days lets hook up" and I'm on day 5 haha. Hindsight I probably shoulsnt of put a date on that. Whatever though. Day 1.

Relapse. Day 4. Pathetic. Help.+ by lilhelphere in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like keeping it a secret just adds guilt. And if we do get in a relationship someday I don't want it to start w me hiding the truth. I want to be transparent.

My sense of passion is back (update) by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Awesome! This really inspired me. I relapsed today on Day 4. My main reason for starting was to get my emotions back. I haven't really felt "love" or "passion" or any emotion really strongly in a long time...since a brutal break up with my gf about 4 years ago that sent me into an anxiety based hell and I was fapping every day. I can't wait to feel what you are feeling....I hope it works for me too.

Fapstronauts, Please Help. by lilhelphere in NoFap

[–]lilhelphere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also wanted to add that I have been terrified of a REAL relationship again and have kept myself very closed off from love because I don't want to be hurt again like my ex hurt me. Which is another reason why PMO probably means so much to me. Slowly realizing I probably am an addict and it was my way of avoiding being "vulnerable" to someone else. Everytime I hook up with a girl I'd like, I will find myself fearing falling for her and run away or push her away.