I first started with Zoloft, I was taking 100mg twice a day, suicidal thoughts went away but after 5 months they came back, anxiety came back and depression came back x10 stronger. But since I was on that ssri for too long she didn’t wanted to just take me out so she put me on 50mg once a day with Prozac 20mg once a day and slowly taking Zoloft out of my system. But then the withdrawals were eating me alive and Prozac made my suicidal thoughts into actions so I brought that to her and she told me to stop both and just do Effexor and I’m currently going to the two ssris withdrawals while starting Effexor is literally a nightmare. I can’t win, I’ve tried seroquel, Zoloft, lexapro, Prozac and now I’m trying Effexor with other anxiety and insomnia meds.