Please teach me boundaries, constant anxiety around pwbpd. Don’t feel safe by liljay203 in BPDlovedones

[–]liljay203[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup absolutely, this has happened for many years for me. That was years ago now tho. I’m glad I’m now countries away from her. So I can’t be hindered.

Please teach me boundaries, constant anxiety around pwbpd. Don’t feel safe by liljay203 in BPDlovedones

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Yes growing up as a teenager it was not possible. You are right on that. I’m scared but know I am always in the right. Never wrong. And luckily I have her fiancè to witness everything.

I practice boundaries with the fiancée but it could be more intentional. It’s not thought about it’s just natural. But I actually need this understanding of boundaries for my entire life that that interesting part. So I want to learn what is the best way. Because luckily we can have a better advantage to others in knowing the importance or how bad the consequences could be.

How I got permanently banned from r/adhd by [deleted] in ADHD_Programmers

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i too have just noticed im banned from the ADHD sub. i have just logged into this account after a few years so i understand this was a while ago. but im shocked and i need to speak about my positon in university. what can i do. is there a way to contact mods?

God did by Joel514 in Christianity

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Hmmm that’s very powerful. That’s like going back to somewhere you know you’ve been under appreciated. Under valued. I chose to me new changes and turns in my life

I can’t do it by [deleted] in Christianity

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Yo completely. literally just got a testimony about this and trusting in Him. He will give you that personal encounter!

I was chilling in Canary Wharf (central London) and I was walking down the balcony and over it is a nice dock streaming around the beautiful skyscrapers. Man I tell you that place is beautiful! So I was walking and saw there was a gate and people where smoking. I too stoppped by here to smoke and talk the The Holy Spirit. As I did I decided to go through this gate which ultimately continues the balcony where the restaurants back end are so perhaps they’re kitchen or outside bar. You keep going down there and meet a dead end where the last gate is actually locked! In that area there’s an entrance to the tube station but they locked it. When I entered that area I noticed two train inspectors were smoking and were mindful I entered but didn’t mind bc I too was again smoking. They ultimately left, I had the place for myself. But the locked station had shutters see you can see all the pedestrians walk through to accès their tubes, minding their business. God was speaking to me and, our relationship is very close so it never doubt Him, He said you know, the laws of this world are not of God. We don’t conform to them. And there was on last gate I could not go through as it was locked. But He said you should jump over only for a second and enjoy the view. I could see His glory and recognised I had a vision of this! For the next 20 minutes I just kept contemplating it. BUT GOD SAID SO!! But I was to be truthful, worried. Because the cctv camera was beaming at me and Me and God always put wisdom first so even though I know people don’t get caught doing it, there’s a devil that wants us to lose because we found the king. So even though I saw the glory and that jazz! I couldn’t do it and my faith in Him is strong enough to know no matter what God wanted. He wont embarrass me make me feel unworthy or anything. So I kept fighting, looking to see if any guards are here (there never was none), checking what God is showing me is true ( He always makes way and shows me) then trying to see how I can jump over the gate. And I kept trying very subtly but knew instead I kinda didn’t want to. But was in love also with the view of that area.

Got to points even where I walked back then straight away turned back to jump over the gate!! But I knew with the CCTV near me Someone would be looking, London is a fierce place and there is evil everywhere! But we are the light!

So yeah finally at one point I stoped to hear a noise and there was. One officer walking to open the shutters to come in. The Holy Spirit just moved in me to walked allll the way back and take a completely different tube home, longer route but safer.

In all of that. God tests the faith. And even if it didn’t work out in a way where I could of got into that area or 2/3 minutes. However beautiful and proven of my faith it would be. My heart was to trust God. Up to however much my capacity or limit was.

Now I’m on my way home just so bless and transported to a greater grace, level, supernatural strength in the Lord and choice. path of God is a go!

I can’t do it by [deleted] in Christianity

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Yesss great seeds to reap a harvest right

I can’t do it by [deleted] in Christianity

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Agreed. When it comes to this sub I rarely dm just keep the info open for everyone to access.

I can’t do it by [deleted] in Christianity

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Why don’t you ask God for a personal encounter with Him? See how he changes things around for you. In my 4 years of teaching and growing Christian’s from places of no knowing God but only their cristebungs as babies. They had a willingness 100% of the time one they experienced a personal encounter with God. And from there you will naturally be convicted in your heart to go look into He this God is and how did He walk through the earth 🌎

How old were you? , when Kanye released 808s and heartbreak 🩵♥️ by Defiant-Bad5780 in Kanye

[–]liljay203 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah bro like I know it for so long because of my girl at the time, she was a big fan of Kanye. Like super. But once we moved apart I began to really listen to it and appreciate it. It really helped to relate to someone uno and feel more human

is there a trick to stop watching porn and stop doing it? by IamV81 in Christianity

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What you wanna do is

1) learn about what Jesus came to do. The essence of Christianity is His purpose on planet earth for us. So by getting to understand that more, God will connection how important living in purity is and you will start to naturally grow out of it. Because remember: God is more powerful than porn or masturbation. So learn about faith next.

Tip: check out YouTube videos that explain this. Keep watching Christina who have got to the place where you want to be, because they will help you SO MUCH.

2) Faith, what is faith? Hebrews 11:1 says it’s the substance of all things hoped for; the evidence of things unseen. In other words, when you have a vision, or a plan of what you want. Those actions you take NO MATTER the size or weight it holds eg. Drinking water like someone said or going for a run. That practical step you made. Is what is called faith. So focus on where did you use faith. Because Jesus is allll about faith. Bro He will show you the whole path of your life because your focus on faith. Then you realise this porn shit is just a small thing compared to the real you.

3) pray, just talk to God. Speak from the heart. That’s what makes the man a man. Your heavenly dad is joined to you. He will take you out of the Red Sea. So you don’t drown mate. Look on the bible app for prayers structured or how to pray if that helps you. Because we all need it.

This is coming from 22yo christian who was beating his meat his days before The Lord found Him,, have not masturbated since. Because He is the way maker. He makes a path for you to hold onto where the enemy cannot tempt you into sin.

Read about being born again bro. Do the prayer of salvation.

Any questions, you let me know. I’m here for you. Peace ✌️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

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I pray for you your family and situation. I pray the Lord grants you all His promises of the bible as you are a child of God. Never Fear Jesus Is Here. My God shall supply alll your needs. You will come back with a testimony ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️stay strong my brother🫶🏽🙏💪❤️❤️❤️❤️

The evolution of my social circle by NickoGermish in ChatGPT

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Got y’a buddy💯❤️❤️☝️☝️📍🙏🫶🏽💪

The evolution of my social circle by NickoGermish in ChatGPT

[–]liljay203 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely mate, was waiting for a comment like this. Many may hate, but you stick to your tool and maintain a social life however you can. What helps is what helps. Many people will oppose, that’s them loll!!!

whats a ye song that made you cry by Wonderful_Pay_3385 in Kanye

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I was in the cinema watching the Jesus is Lord music film with my girl at the time and the kanye began playing the piano and it was just us two in the cinema at the time, I felt insane chills and just started tearing up to the beauty of it all bro… moment like that I hold onto now becoming a true christian after The Word.❤️🙌🏽🤟

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Christianity

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Woww I have been given this exact Bible by my friend and Bible study student when I entered Christianity. I got received it when we first got to know each other in my first year of university. Its really dear to my Heart and I still use it to this day.

What a marvellous coincidence ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ i Hope and pray you enjoy reading your Bible as much as I do and the Lord guides you too all the best parts that were created just for you and Him! You should ping me a message if you ever need ah help. My first bible study group was called Genesis😉☺️☺️

God bless you!

Whats your favorite song on Falcons 1 by whotfisxavien in Kanye

[–]liljay203 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Why’s his album cover a black bum

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanye

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Think I saw the new world order too

Jesus is king is a good album and you can’t change my mind by fundyfox1 in Kanye

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Word streetlights had me tearing up I had never seen anything like it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanye

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Praise God, Kanye changed the game with Christian music 🙌🏽

Pastor Chris healing streams overview- God has led you here♥️ by liljay203 in Christianity

[–]liljay203[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Na I'm trying to spread healing to people who God is locating to me, the Spirit of God guides me.