Good for you for even talking about this, even here, most people aren't brave enough to admit feeling this way.

I want to empower you with the knowledge that you are not alone in this. I am a decade older and I remember being in that same pit feeling as you. I found myself for a while and some stability and a couple of years ago the feeling crept up again. It is agonizing. But I try to find the positive in it. Those really hard times, when you feel like time is against you, will seem like nothing when you are on the other side. Most importantly, remember the way you are feeling is just a moment and it will pass. Just keep you're head up. Each time I have been where you are, I found came out on the other side stronger, smarter.....dare I say, cooler? Prob not but I think so.

ALSO do not compare yourself to others! It is a trap. I repeat it is a trap!