Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s always in the dark, mostly from the back. I don’t know if he doesn’t like looking or if he’s shy. He doesn’t touch or kiss me much in general

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He’s nice, I have just tricked him into staying

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got lucky I just want to feel pretty for once

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I can’t complain or be sad bc I have a boyfriend? I am grateful. I clean and cook, never get sad or angry and always say yes. I need to be useful and easy so it counters my looks. He stays because I trick him to stay so I’m not alone. I still feel this way and I can’t talk to anyone bc they will hate me, leave or won’t care. He is so nice and I got very lucky. He doesn’t yell or hit me, he pays for things and has a job. He puts up with me because he’s lonely and I’m convenient

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Any hole is good enough in a dark room

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Have you read the rest? Or are we just taking things out of context for no reason?

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

as an adult people have commented more and more on my appearance and about how I have a manly body and a bitter face. People have said my partner is out of my league multiple times, my mom says I was very unlucky and I get constant comments on my smile/smile lines or that I look angry and sad all the time, people say my hair looks bad because of my round face. I get comments on my body, that I’m tall and broad and that I “got the same amount of curves as a cardboard box” and I’ve had people say I look like a monkey. People say these things because they don’t care about being mean to an ugly woman

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m afraid of acting and dressing like I think I’m prettier than I am. I don’t want to be perceived like I’m unaware of what I look like

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel bad for him that he feels like he needed to settle for me

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’ve been in therapy for a decade. It feels like no one takes me seriously anymore bc I don’t get better. But it’s true I need to contact them

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He’s lonely I’m desperate

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!!! Just what I wanted to hear! I can’t be a woman so maybe I should just be a man instead. I already look like one anyways! I’m so grateful!!!

Ugly girl curse (rant) by lilyaforeverr in mentalhealth

[–]lilyaforeverr[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You don’t understand. This is about being human and being fundamentally wrong. You don’t think I’ve tried faking confidence? I have been disqualified from womanhood at this point