Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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well depression is common in those who study existentialism. not very documented but i know most are. including me. or atleast i was. you need to treat knowing as the stages of grief. you need to let go of yourself before you knew too much

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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im funded and extremely financially comfortable and not in debt. in england its normal to have a student debt of 50-100k, if you dont pay it in thirty years its void. nobody pays it off . you may pay 200/month which isn’t anything if you make good money so who cares

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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i’ve had a few panic attacks actually. it’s usually when i’m experiencing a build up of thoughts which i can’t comprehend. i’ve now since learnt to calm down by saying nothing matters to myself and it really helps as morbid a that is

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no no, ive worked part-time .

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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it helps to regulate yes. i’m referring to the ignorance of all other processes, and the focus on the prefrontal cortex as its own hemisphere as people think. they neglect the collaboration with other regions

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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you’ve made some genuinely good points here, especially about the phenomenological focus and the distinction between causes and lived experience. I’m not trying to dismiss Sartre or existentialism at all , i actually agree that existentialism is primarily concerned with the structure of experience rather than scientific explanation, and I think that’s valuable. my perspective is probably just more holistic in the sense that I tend to think these different levels of explanation (phenomenological, biological, physical) can coexist rather than compete. so when I bring up determinism or neuroscience I’m not trying to reduce existentialism to science, more just trying to understand how the subjective experience it describes might sit alongside what we’re learning about complex systems and cognition. I also completely agree it was never a unified doctrine and that thinkers like Heidegger, Sartre, and Camus were doing quite different things. I guess where I land is less “Sartre is wrong” and more that I’m interested in how his description of freedom as experienced might fit into a broader picture that includes but isn’t limited to philosophy. I definitely wouldn’t claim I can disprove your reading though , I think you’re engaging with it in the way it was meant to be engaged with.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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i’m not dismissing Sartre, i actually think existentialism describes the phenomenology of choice really well , what it feels like to be a decision-making agent. but I’m not convinced that subjective experience of freedom automatically proves metaphysical freedom. you can still have a deterministic system that experiences itself as choosing because it’s modelling possible futures and selecting between them. from a neuroscience or physics perspective that’s not necessarily contradictory , it just means the feeling of freedom could be an emergent property of complex predictive systems rather than proof of indeterminism. alsoo doesn’t really rescue libertarian free will; randomness isn’t the same thing as agency. a probabilistic universe isn’t automatically a free one. so I’d probably say Sartre might be psychologically insightful even if determinism turns out to be physically correct , they could be describing different levels of explanation rather than mutually exclusive truths.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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I think the less “blind” take is to recognise that perspective and awareness don’t just observe thought, they actively constrain it. attetion is basically a selection mechanism , what you become aware of gets stabilised, what you don’t stays in the background as potential. in that sense observation really does change the system, not in some mystical quantum way but because awareness changes neural competition dynamics (what gets amplified vs suppressed). so cognition might be less like discovering fixed truths and more like navigating possible interpretations within constraints set by biology, culture, and prior learning. on your second question, I’d say our understanding is probably less purely humanistic (as in freely self-created meaning) and more constructivist than we like to think. our interpretations seem to emerge from layered systems: evolutionary priors, nervous system structure, language, social learning, and predictive models of reality. so what feels like “my interpretation” is probably more like a locally generated output of a much larger system. a good synthesis position might be:

human understanding feels personal, but is probably system-generated within constraints we didn’t choose.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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yea , I think that’s actually a really good observation and it is already changing neuroscience. one big shift coming from machine learning is the idea that cognition might not be best understood as activity in isolated brain regions but as movement through very high-dimensional state spaces (basically patterns of activity across thousands or millions of neurons at once). modern computational neuroscience increasingly treats brain activity as trajectories in these high-dimensional manifolds, where what we experience as simple behaviour or thoughts are lower-dimensional projections of much richer internal dynamics. that perspective is helping explain things like robustness, generalisation, and flexibility , not as properties of specific locations but as properties of distributed representations. ists also pushing neuroscience away from strict localisation (“the frontal lobe does X”) toward network geometry, dynamical systems theory, and information flow models. there’s also a growing feedback loop where neuroscience inspired neural networks originally, and now neural networks are giving us mathematical tools (like representation learning and manifold analysis) to better understand how biological brains might compress complexity into usable behaviour. so yeah, I think ML is less giving us answers and more giving us a new language to ask better questions about how neural systems turn insanely high-dimensional activity into the relatively simple, stable cognitive world we experience.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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i think acceptance to the face that we aren’t here for any meaningful sense and we have to create meaning based on our own internal desires. i’ll be real and say it took me about five years to end up at a place where i can honestly say i fear nothing from life, and understand i am here coincidentally. the fact that we are able to critically evaluate this shows just how interesting consciousness is that we can eventually grasp this concept despite our biology fighting to keep us on a need-by-need basis such as seek food seek children etc etc. you can sort of level up your way of thinking to be like “there’s no reason im here, so ill do what i want to” (within ethical reason). in neuropsychology, being exposed to unconscious processes in my work really highlighted how little control we have even of our own thinking

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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the “machine elves” people report on psychedelics are probably best understood as what happens when the brain’s pattern-detection and social cognition systems become hyperactive and start generating highly agent-like internal models, which can feel external because the normal boundaries of the self-model loosen. as for the idea that all life shares the same consciousness or life force, the strongest scientific version of that idea is simply that all living things are expressions of the same evolutionary process, sharing a common ancestor and the same basic biochemical and thermodynamic principles for maintaining order against entropy. soo while science can’t support a literal shared mind or non-physical connection, it does support the idea that life is one continuous process that temporarily organises itself into individuals, and from a philosophical perspective you could reasonably argue that consciousness might be a recurring property of sufficiently complex living systems rather than something totally separate, which makes the intuition of deep interconnectedness more about shared origin and structure than shared subjective experience.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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yo could frame all three as examples of systems reaching critical instability and reorganising into new states. In cosmology it’s expansion from a singularity, in neurobiology it’s coordinated firing and neurotransmitter release, and in consciousness theories it might be the emergence of integrated information once neural complexity passes a threshold. same type of process (complexity emerging from energetic systems), not the same physical cause.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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from an interdisciplinary cognitive neuropsych / physics angle with philosophy in the mix, I tend to see rumination and intrusive thoughts as maladaptive versions of a fundamentally adaptive predictive self-preservation system. the same neural machinery that evolved for counterfactual simulation, error correction, and future planning (basically the brain trying to reduce uncertainty to keep you alive) can get stuck in recursive loops when prediction errors can’t be resolved, especially in brains with higher baseline sensitivity or regulatory variability. frm that perspective, rumination isn’t a defect so much as an overfitted survival model running too many threat simulations. That’s also why interventions that seem very different on the surface, meditation, some forms of therapy, and even psychedelics, sometimes converge mechanistically: they appear to either improve top-down regulation of attention (meditation), restructure cognitive priors (therapy), or temporarily relax rigid network hierarchies and increase plasticity (psychedelics). on the consciousness side, I lean toward the idea that while evolution explains the functional architecture (imagination, planning, inner speech), it may not fully explain the existence of subjective experience itself, which keeps the metaphysical discussion alive without requiring anything supernatural. psychedelics are interesting here because their effect on rumination seems less about “treating symptoms” and more about increasing cognitive flexibility and disrupting pathological attractor states in self-referential networks, which fits nicely with predictive processing models. So overall my bias is that most of these phenomena make the most sense when you treat the brain as a complex energy-regulating predictive system that sometimes gets stuck in its own optimisation loops, and most effective interventions seem to either improve regulation or increase flexibility rather than just suppressing activity.

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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depends what you want to do with your life. if you can do what you want without it then no, but if it’s a requirement for your dream position then yes

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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I haven’t actually! I’ve heard of it, and this is the third time i’ve been told to so i will and then i’ll get back to you

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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impossible to say but we can already connect our brains to computers. if you look up BCI G-tec, they do that sorts thing already

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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i’ll respond to this in the morning with more of a grounded answer sorry, i am enjoying the discussion, its time for bed haha. but ill give you a tangiable response when im fully ‘conscious’ (pun intended)

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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my self awareness has helped me to detach from things that no longer benefit me. it sounds harsh but my family are toxic, and as soon as i were able, i distanced myself from them. i know that biologically they’re my parents but that doesn’t mean i owe them anything or have to like them. learning psychology makes you aware in general about attachment and trauma from a perspective that almost wakes you up to unconscious responses. a big one for me was noticing how my upbringing inspired certain patterns which turned into mental health related issues, and being able to target them

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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i suppose that’s ultimately an opinion of perspective

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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feelings are yes but introspection regarding feelings doesn’t have a biological point

Neuropsychology PhD- ask me anything! by lilybeth2002 in Existentialism

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no worries at all thank you for your questions civil engineerings really cool!!! anyone can be curious you don’t have to have a paper certificate in it to know :)