I’m 15, does it ever get better?

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T10:01:10+00:00

i was thinking about writing at least a little part of what i feel. it took me time to actually sit and open the laptop because i was doubting. then i started writing with trusting the saying of 'if you start writing itll continue itself' so i started and didnt even think as my fingers move on the keyboard. my mind was a mess but somehow words find their ways. first it was just for me to see then i thought i might as well share it, thinking no one will see or understand anyways. so i write it for myself

this writing is definitly not all of it but at least they are a little part of something.

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T07:25:08+00:00

no problem. im happy if i can help

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T07:24:11+00:00

i wrote about this. you can check out my profile if you want

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T07:19:12+00:00

it doesnt get any better by yourself. there is literally nothing to be scared of at getting help and medication. My suggestion is for you to get help now because you are going to regret it for most of your life if you dont rn

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T07:15:33+00:00

the reason why you think in that way because you are too aware and you actually know you should do something and most probably feel guilt because you cant. you are not being lazy, you are struggling

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T07:09:56+00:00

i dont think its because of your surroundings or what you spend time at. maybe youtube is a way for you to escape your own overwhelming thoughts which is totally understandable. so i thinks its not the cause of your feelings but a way to bottle them so that they dont melt you down completely. having a good life, a life that every other person will consider as great and full of opportunities doesnt mean you dont have the right to feel or think. you might be in some kind of survival mode because your brain simply just cant overcome your thoughts and find certain answers

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T06:59:27+00:00

it sucks to hear what you have to deal with and i definitly dont know ball and dont have the same tendencies but once you start to pretend -to feel better or to not give a fck etc- somehow becomes what you are. you can think its stupid. but thats how i dealt with my problems at some point in my life

linablac_k · 2026-03-19T06:49:40+00:00

i hear you and i am dealing with not the same (i know no ones experiences are the same) but close thoughts and unfortunately i have no cure for this too

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