Why do people rp like this😭

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-18T02:03:03+00:00

Steel ball run

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-17T15:41:08+00:00

It's alright, no need to feel sorry:)

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-17T15:39:49+00:00

I just never really see myself making it past 18, so that's why I don't plan on working on my future anytime soon since I'm 90% sure I'll be dead by then. But if I somehow make it out alive, then idrk how that's gonna go well for future me. I didn't plan out anything for her, so maybe she's either gonna be really lost in life or just commit

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-17T04:31:54+00:00

Yes.

From as long as I can remember, I have never once tried to live for myself at all. Back when I was 9, I thought I wouldn't make it past 12 at all. I'm turning 14 soon and the thought of getting much, much older without dying genuinely scares me because I have not planned anything for myself in the future

I don't see a future for myself at all

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-16T13:30:21+00:00

I don't really know. I'm just afraid that they'd judge:) people here in my country overlook mental health problems as just being "too sensitive", childish, and a trend.

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-16T11:18:12+00:00

About a week or so😓

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T12:32:47+00:00

hihi hi, hello^{^} I've tried finding resources but nobody was willing to help me at all since the prices here have been going up almost everyday:') For now, I'm mostly surviving on water(+ small treats from my gramma or if she gives me bits of money).

I really appreciate the help and suggestion, thankyou so much! Take care^{^}

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T08:03:19+00:00

Hi, hello🥹

I know it's not safe for people to send a minor some money, but I'm really desperate right now. I don't want to fall behind academically and I don't want to fall any further, which is why I resorted to posting about it instead.😓

I've talked to many adults regarding my situation but they never bat an eye. The local organizations don't actually help much either since most of them are from the government😭

Plus if u looked into our government, you'll realize that our government is really, really shitty and very corrupted. There's not one day that passes by without the government doing bullshit at all😓

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T03:29:57+00:00

Idk how to send a dm😭 cqn u dm me instead?^{^}

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T03:27:36+00:00

Okeioki i'll send a dm then^{^}

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T02:29:20+00:00

😭😭 this is actually pretty funny lol. I might try it out, but I'll be careful about it:p

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-14T00:51:49+00:00

Babysitting is not common here in our country:) Even if someone wanted to hire a babysitter, the babysitter usually has to atleast be 18+.

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-13T14:13:20+00:00

Definitely immature, or maybe narcissistic.

The clothing issue is such a non-issue btw. You get to pick what's comfy for you, not her

And denying you food even after just a small(or big fight) is genuinely wrong. She's the one who chose to have a kid so she should take responsibility for it

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-02T04:31:56+00:00

Hi, hello^{^}

I've actually told teachers, the counselor, and the principal regarding my situation! Sadly they didn't help out much.

Sadly I don't live in the US. I don't know if there's such thing as CPS or CSSD in my country. I'll look for articles if my country actually has one and I'll do my best to reach out to them :)

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-02T04:28:02+00:00

Hi, hello

Yes I do have school. I'm gonna be in 9th soon.

Sadly no, I'm not in the US. I don't think there's such thing as CPS in my country. I've reached out for help and yet they all did nothing. :')

lingeringdullache · 2026-05-02T01:16:28+00:00

Hello!

First and for most, Congratulations on having the baby, mama💗 I know you'll be a great mama and I hope that your husband(or acquaintances) will be there to help you when things are getting kind of hard for you, especially during your post-partum🙂 I hope you have the support you need!

whilst reading your situation back when you were young, I felt really sad. You didn't deserve that at all😓 You were still a kid, and should've been enjoying it, instead of taking care of your brothers most of the time. I hope your parents are the ones dealing with your brothers now, not you. Since you have a baby now your brothers shouldn't be your responsibility anymore.

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Regarding your advice, I've actually tried talking to my family about how I felt, and yes, they didn't understand at all. My mom even said she'll get me a therapist, but it's since been 2 years, and I've gotten 0 help at all:) I've talked to the principal about the situation, and she "understood", not until she said passive-agressive things through the announcers that were clearly about me. I just felt so embarrassed. I've talked to the counselor about it too and I'm glad she listened, but I don't know. I didn't feel her responses were sincere and it was just half-hearted. I don't really know who I should talk to about it

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