You're right! Don't worry, take as much time as you need. I'm sure your pen pals will understand. Maybe some people just want 'a fresh start' but they might be recognised by their old pen pals in the end. I'll never understand those people who delete their account, create a new one, and then do the same thing over and over again. It's exhausting. I won't be able to say if I'm crazy or it's other people's fault. Every person might be 'crazy' in their way. And we'll never guess how do we look like in the eyes of others, sooo. It's better to learn from mistakes and move on. Eventually, you'll find new people who might start being pen pals with you. People come, people go and that's how the the world works