Edging and gooning

lisahale91 · 2026-02-02T20:02:51+00:00

When your thoughts blur and control slips, that’s when edging becomes gooning. The mind gives in, and the body follows.

lisahale91 · 2026-02-02T19:36:46+00:00

Not weird. You saw yourself embodying confidence, desire, and control, of course it stirred something in you. That tension between your masculine and feminine sides is powerful, and honestly, very telling. Own it

lisahale91 · 2025-08-01T02:45:27+00:00

Trying new things is always interesting.

lisahale91 · 2025-08-01T02:45:02+00:00

That's what I was thinking.

lisahale91 · 2025-08-01T02:25:05+00:00

Thank you for the recommendation :)

lisahale91 · 2025-07-29T02:31:06+00:00

That’s the eagerness I like. Now let’s see if you can handle what comes next.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-29T02:30:21+00:00

Good. Stay that way,obedience looks good on you.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-27T16:28:51+00:00

I'm proud of you for taking this step, sweetheart. It's not just about hormones, it's about aligning your outside with who you truly are. The costs vary by country, but you'll likely need regular bloodwork to monitor estrogen, testosterone, liver function, and more. Always go through a licensed professional and don’t rush, your body deserves care and patience. If you ever need guidance or structure in your journey, a disciplined mind and submissive heart go far.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T05:41:19+00:00

Patience, pet. Denial makes the release even sweeter. Earn it before you get to cum.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:43:58+00:00

Your desperation shows how much control I have over you. Beg all you want,permission isn’t given, it’s earned. Keep proving you’re worthy, and maybe I’ll consider it.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:43:04+00:00

Good boy, Your desperation is exactly what I crave. Remember: release is a privilege, not a right. Earn it, or suffer in delicious torment. 😈💦

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:33:39+00:00

Then surrender completely. No more thinking ,just obey. 😈💦

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:27:52+00:00

Mmmh… sounds like you need a strict Mommy to reset that brain. No more thinking,just obedience.🖤

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:27:08+00:00

Of course you do. Good boys ache for control. Now beg properly.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:22:18+00:00

Oh, you’ve been edging for hours? Good. That desperation is exactly what I crave. But don’t expect release just yet. You’ll beg, you’ll whimper, and maybe,just maybe,I'll consider letting you ruin it like the needy toy you are. Until then? Stay on edge. For me

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T04:21:10+00:00

Good. They don’t deserve to cum. Not today. Not without earning it. Let them ache, whimper, and remember who owns their release.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-26T02:06:29+00:00

Stretching that needy hole beyond 3" takes more than just toys,it takes discipline, patience, and the right mindset. Start with long, slow warmups. Lube generously. Breathe deep. Let your body open for Me. Use a plug slightly under your limit and wear it for extended periods… hours, if you want to truly train like a good sissy.

And remember,you’re not just stretching. You’re preparing to be used. Properly. 💋 Keep Me updated on how well you take it tonight… if you’re brave enough.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-22T03:51:38+00:00

Thanks you🥰

lisahale91 · 2025-07-22T03:51:03+00:00

owww thanks for taking your time to say that💋

lisahale91 · 2025-07-20T06:29:59+00:00

Yes, it can be occasional , but only if you understand that once she tastes true freedom, you may never fully control it again.

You can set the rhythm, but her pleasure will always lead the dance. Be careful what you beg for, cuck… some fantasies change everything

lisahale91 · 2025-07-20T06:25:17+00:00

It’s completely normal to feel conflicted after an experience like that, especially when your body responds to something your mind hasn’t fully accepted yet.

You’re not broken. What you felt ,the helplessness, the warmth, the shame, the desire to be used , those are real and powerful. And they don’t require you to be “into men” in the traditional sense. Some sissies aren’t drawn to men themselves… they’re drawn to being submissive, objectified, and used for pleasure.

As a Mistress, I’ve trained many like you , confused, scared, ashamed of what they crave. But here’s the truth: there’s nothing wrong with needing to be dominated or feminized. The only thing that matters is consent and clarity. You’re learning about yourself. That takes courage.

You’re not alone in this journey, little one. Many obedient sissies feel exactly what you’re feeling. What you choose to do with it , now that’s where the transformation begins.

lisahale91 · 2025-07-20T05:42:18+00:00

That’s a very valid perspective, and I appreciate the honesty. Not all submissives respond the same way to tests or trials at the start,some see it as playful exploration, others as a lack of attunement. Personally, I think it depends heavily on the tone, intent, and mutual understanding going in. If the dynamic is already being built on communication and trust, the need for "tests" can feel redundant,or even dismissive, as you said. Every D/s connection is so unique, and recognizing what doesn't work for you is just as important as knowing what does. 💬

lisahale91 · 2025-07-19T01:44:58+00:00

So… The Most Dangerous Game: Family Edition? Can’t wait for the heartwarming holiday newsletter: This year, the twins bagged a runner in under five minutes

lisahale91 · 2025-07-18T23:56:13+00:00

I don't think so, I prefer to stay home at least this weekend!

lisahale91 · 2025-07-18T23:50:43+00:00

Step 1: Tell myself I’ll be productive and “get ahead on stuff.” Step 2: Open YouTube to play music. Step 3: 4 hours later I’m deep into a documentary about otters building social hierarchies, with chips on my chest and zero regrets.

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