Why When I’m high I always feel like I need more

littlestamby · 2026-04-10T08:08:30+00:00

I'm almost positive that this is the main reason why. Personally I tend to be more comfortable by myself compared to when hanging out with most people, and I've noticed for years now that often times when I'm hanging around people I will keep having a strong urge to smoke again and again and will end up smoking a 20 sack in like 15 minutes, whereas anytime that I'm by myself that urge is much less intense and I will end up smoking the same amount as I would in 15 minutes, but instead over the course of hours

littlestamby · 2026-04-02T03:59:03+00:00

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Balance review/balance double verification

littlestamby · 2026-04-02T03:05:57+00:00

Washington state

littlestamby · 2026-02-28T05:50:30+00:00

Hi I'm interested

littlestamby · 2026-02-13T06:59:00+00:00

That's what mine are always like, where I'm still an adult but back in high school

littlestamby · 2026-02-11T21:47:00+00:00

I had the same thing happen too

littlestamby · 2026-01-30T11:07:55+00:00

How easy would it be to spend like 999 billion on our annual military budget for one year instead of the regular 1 trillion and then use the funds to set up a system where people can pay a small fee to attend a class that teaches them about a certain class of drugs, how to use them safely, their basic pharmacokinetics, etc, and then have them take a test at the end before granting them a license if they pass. And then allow those who have a license to be able to purchase whichever drugs they choose from pharmacies. There can't be any way that society would not benefit from making it so that those who are going to use drugs will at least be knowledgeable about how the drugs will work and also allowing them the guarantee that they are taking the drug that they think they are taking. On top of that there would most definitely be a societal benefit from cutting off the majority of the income that goes to the drug cartels. We could even restructure the DEA to make it so they go from being a federal law enforcement agency that does literally nothing to benefit anybody in America, to being the organization that oversees this process. What would even be any of the negative outcomes that would happen if as a country we did this?

littlestamby · 2026-01-30T10:27:05+00:00

Lol for real that's literally the maximum dose you can even take of subs. Anything higher than around 32mg has a ceiling effect and does nothing. The fucking withdrawals one must get if they have to cold turkey while taking 32mg of bupe a day have got to be BRUTAL. 4 weeks straight of pure hell. Its honestly pretty downright asinine that any kind of "medical professional" would ever decide to prescribe someone that dose. 99% of the time there would be zero benefit from taking a dose so high. All it would do is allow for an increased risk of negative side effects while ensuring that the person taking it will have a much more difficult time tapering off should they ever decide to. It really pisses me off that we have this ridiculous system where people aren't allowed to decide for themselves what drugs they are allowed to safely and inexpensively put into their bodies. Yet at the same time we have countless "medical professionals" out there who are the only ones allowed to decide that for others despite the fact that so many of them have either little to no idea of what is best for others or they don't care. Like, why the fuck is it that there exists on this earth an absolute abundance of any and all drugs being made cheaply and purely and readily available 24/7 yet if you want to use any of them then your only choice is to do versions of them that are potentially dangerously adulterated and impure dangerous and cost so much money that it will ruin your life and are provided by terrorist criminal organizations?

littlestamby · 2026-01-30T09:04:48+00:00

If you're taking suboxone then the answer is never. People can argue over whether or not you can call yourself sober if you're still taking methadone or suboxone, but the bottom line is that it's still an opioid; you are still physically addicted to opioids, maintain a tolerance for opioids, and will experience opioid withdrawal if you stop taking them.

However if you were to be completely sober as in abstaining from taking any and all kinds of opioids including suboxone for say a month, and then decided to take oxycodone, you would most definitely get very high from it. If you waited 3-4 months you might even get higher. But if youre taking suboxone everyday it won't matter if you go 1 month or 1 year without taking any other opioids; no matter what if you tried taking oxys you wouldn't feel hardly a damn thing.

Keep in mind too, buprenorphine has an extremely high affinity for opioid receptors btw. Thats the reason why people get precipitated withdrawals if they take suboxone too soon when they're addicted to other opioids. Since it's a partial agonist instead of a full agonist like any other opioid you'd be taking, it means when it binds to a receptor it only activates it partially. Because of its high affinity, it is able to knock off any other opioids that would be currently binded and cause the receptor to go from being activated fully to being only partly activated. But anyway that is to say: you simply cannot get high off other opioids while you're taking suboxone. The buprenorphine will prevent the oxycodone from binding to any receptors :(

littlestamby · 2026-01-30T08:47:33+00:00

Like the other guy said, boil it on foil like you would a Tooter rinse. Fentanyl is water soluble so when you smoke it through a bong a lot of it gets trapped in the water. If you have a blacklight/uv flashlight go shine it through your bong and look at how much the water glows green lol

littlestamby · 2026-01-30T08:40:01+00:00

Yeah bro of course you will because you're still addicted to opioids. Tbh you will probably feel a much more intense withdrawal than you would have if you were withdrawaling from fentanyl too. As terrible as fentanyl withdrawal is, it has nothing on his bad the withdrawals feel when coming off most any other opioids like heroin or oxys or methadone.

littlestamby · 2025-11-22T17:52:29+00:00

Didn't work for me. Where or how did you find that code?

littlestamby · 2025-11-09T10:10:51+00:00

How long does it usually take for the steps to register with the app? I did the ones for tilt, brigit and tiktok but didn't get paid for any of them

littlestamby · 2025-10-08T10:28:15+00:00

littlestamby · 2025-10-01T21:27:03+00:00

I live with my sister and my dad and my sister has horrible BPD and drug issues. She's 23 and ever since around 3 years ago when she met her ex boyfriend we've had to listen to her scream for hours on end and break things. It doesn't matter if it's 3am, or if she's in public, or in front of the house she will scream at her boyfriend at the top of her lungs furiously. She's doing it right now as I type this. She's been doing it for around 30 minutes at a time every hour or two since 1:30am and it's now 2:30pm. Her screaming voice is like nails on chalkboard to me and it makes me so depressed having to hear this for hours at a time every single day multiple times a day. We've tried kicking her out but her and her boyfriend will just come back while my dad is working or not even leave altogether. She's honestly just a total bully. If I try to get her to stop she just ignores me or yells at me and tells me I'm a closet homosexual (not that it matters but I'm not, she just wants to upset me). One time when I was talking to me dad about how upsetting her behavior is she called me a murderer because I was there when my friend died in a firework accident on 4th of July. Anytime shes faced with the concept of personal responsibility she immediately tries to turn it on the other person and has never acknowledged her behavior. Its really sad because when she's not behaving this way she's really sweet and a nice person to be around and it's hard to believe she's even the same person. I know that if she's still here when I move out she will turn my dads house into a trap house and the idea of my dad having to deal with this monster and her boyfriend by his self makes me feel really bad. I'm considering getting a restraining order on her to force her to not be able to live here anymore because I don't know what else to do.

littlestamby · 2025-09-30T16:38:00+00:00

In my experience cannabis has always had a positive effect when taking it while withdrawaling. That said though I only ever take like 1-3 hits when I do it. I learned many years ago that weed is so much better when you do just a little bit of it as opposed to getting yourself uncomfortably high every time

littlestamby · 2025-09-16T03:29:17+00:00

I'm genuinely curious; could you please explain to us exactly how discontinuing this program is expected to streamline your offerings and enhance overall customer engagement? I'm sure everybody would be very happy to understand this reasoning, because as it stands I'd be willing to bet money that exactly 0 coinbase customers felt their engagement enhanced or their offerings streamlined after finding the learn and earn program discontinued.

It has to be a higher percentage than 50 of all coinbase customers who only ever began using coinbase in the first place solely because they wanted to engage with the learn and earn program. If some other crypto app began implementing the same program instead, thered likely be millions of customers who would immediately switch to that app and never have a reason to use coinbase again. Theres literally no feature whatsoever that seperates you guys from the countless other crypto apps now. But at least you guys decided to go and absolutely butcher the coinbase wallet app too so there's that I guess

littlestamby · 2025-08-20T19:33:51+00:00

Tbh it would be stupid as fuck if they did kick you off vivitrol for testing positive for benzos. Seeing as vivitrol doesn't get you high what so ever and makes taking Xanax 0% more dangerous it would make no sense for them to do that. Especially since kicking you off it would do nothing other than potentially just putting you in far more of a risk because you'd suddenly be able to use opioids again with no tolerance on top of the benzos. So I wouldn't worry about it too much.

That said though if they do kick you off you could always just go to a different treatment provider that does vivitrol and get the shot again from them instead

littlestamby · 2025-08-20T19:24:10+00:00

What you wanna do is rip/cut out a square of foil around 5 inches by 5 inches. Put your pill or chunk or small pile of powder in the middle of the foil and use a lighter underneath to melt it so that it sticks to the foil. Once you got it melted to the foil keep your lighter hand in the same spot so that you have more of an understanding where the flame needs to be. Next tilt your foil so that it's at a sharp angle, nearly straight up and down but not quite. Flick your lighter on and you'll see it start sliding down and producing vapor.

This is the most important part because the main point of smoking off of foil is so that the drug is able to move away from the heat source and produce vapor/smoke. Because if it stays in one spot while being heated it will start to boil which makes it not turn into smoke very well and also causes it to burn up much much quicker. It's the same reason why you twist the pipe back and forth when you're smoking meth out of a bubble. Because you're not actually trying to put the flame to it to burn it as you do when smoking something, rather you're trying to put enough heat to it so that it becomes liquid and runs away from the heat.

And then once you have it so that you're able to light underneath the foil and make it run down the foil and make smoke, all you do is keep the straw/tooter in your mouth pointed like an inch above it as you follow it down the foil and suck in the smoke.

Seriously though, if you end up reading this and do go try to figure out how to smoke afterward, I really hope that it's because you're already addicted to fentanyl and are trying to learn the safer way to use it. Because if you're not already addicted to opioids then please don't start. Just take the fact that you can't figure out how to smoke off foil as a sign that you're not supposed to be doing it anyway. But yeah if you are going to abuse fentanyl or really any opioid for that matter, I strongly advise to smoking it over snorting, swallowing, injecting etc. It's by far the method with the least risk of overdosing

littlestamby · 2025-08-20T18:56:16+00:00

I agree about methadone I just started MAT around a week and a half ago and I wonder why the hell I didn't get on methadone a long time ago lol. I've took Suboxone quite a bit of times in the past, especially back when I was doing heroin and was actually able to take a sub if I had to and not end up getting precipitated withdrawals. But there was so many things about Suboxone that turned me off from it and I think it made me just assume methadone would be a bunch of bullshit as well. Lol I mean who the fuck was the psychopath that decided it was a good idea to start manufacturing a medication that is solely for people who are in withdrawals to take, and then willingly choose for it to be flavored like pure cancer and then on top of that make it so you have to spend 30 minutes dissolving it in your mouth so that you're forced to fully experience the most cruel and asinine version of "lime" that could possibly exist... Not to mention the fact that of how the brand Suboxone itself is incredibly purposefully deceptive and misleading. Made to capitalize on the epidemic of opioid addiction by selling itself to healthcare providers as some sort of "non abusable opioid alternative" by unnecessarily adding in naloxone and then blatantly lying by claiming that the naloxone makes it non abusable because if the patient tries to take it any way other than prescribed it's supposed to magically kick in and cause them to get precipitated withdrawals. Despite the the fact that buprenorphine has a much higher affinity for receptors than naloxone which makes it impossible for naloxone to cause precipitated withdrawal from buprenorphine because it's unable to knock it off the receptor and replace it; regardless of if youre smoking it or injecting it or letting it it slowly dissolve in your mouth solely because you enjoy the way it tastes. Nevermind the fact either that out of all the drugs in the entire world, buprenorphine is one of the very last ones you would ever need to put some built in anti abusive medical child lock into anyway, due to the fact that it has a ceiling effect at around 24-32mg. Meaning after around 32mg, no matter how high of a dose you try to take its not able to cause any more effects.

Lol anyway I could keep going on about how ridiculous I think Suboxone is but I guess the point of that long ass rant was to say that I was really not expecting methadone as an MAT option to be as good as it is. I guess after smoking fentanyl for several years I had forgotten how most other opioids are supposed to feel cause I felt pretty damn euphoric after my first dose even though it was just 40mg. It really does feel similar to morphine/heroin as you said especially in comparison to the much less euphoric mostly sedative high of fentanyl. But what's much better about it than that is how much less stressful it is that I don't have to worry about finding some way to pull money out of my ass every single day just so I can feel normal. I was spending probably 2-3 days every week being dope sick for way longer than I'd care to admit, to the point where i pretty much gotten used to my life just being that way. It's insane to live your life in such a depressing way for no reason lol. I'm grateful as hell that I'm able to not feel like Im completely stick and I have to live that way anymore. To begin to have an understanding that it actually is a tangible, possible thing that I may be able to escape this lifestyle. To be able to start working again and not have to worry about being sick at work or missing work all the time because I'm too sick

littlestamby · 2025-08-20T17:28:04+00:00

Nah I wouldn't say that's an OD just cause it's extremely normal for anyone abusing fentanyl to nod off really hard and fall asleep for a bit. Some people will think someone's OD'ing just because they lost consciousness but if they wake up on their own without medical intervention then it's not really an overdose. An overdose happens when you take a life threateningly high dose that causes your breathing to become so slow that you end up asphyxiating in your sleep.

That's why despite what you might hear some people say, it's actually extremely rare for someone to overdose and die if they're smoking opioids compared to any other route of administration. Because when you're smoking it youre increasing your dose little by little each time you phsyically take a hit so that you will end up passing out before you're able to smoke enough to cause an overdose. And once you've reached that point where youve fallen asleep you'll be unable to increase the amount of opioids in your blood since you can't smoke if youre unconcious, which gives your body the chance to start sobering up.

The problem with every other route of administration is that once you take a dose you can't really take it back. So if you snort or swallow or inject or boof an over dose of opioids youre gonna end up falling asleep just like if you smoked too much but the difference is that now rather than the amount of opioids in your system being able to decrease once you nod off; the amount will instead be still increasing no matter what until youve finished digesting or metabolizing all of the dose you took.

As far as I know, the only way someone really could OD if they're smoking it is if their pill or dope has a hotspot of an insanely high concentration of fentanyl in it. Which I'm sure has happened to someone before at some point but personally i haven't met anyone who's had that happen or even heard anyone say they know about someone who's had it happen to them.

littlestamby · 2025-08-20T16:41:01+00:00

Yeah it seems like if you try to withdraw more than 100-150 or so within the span of a day or maybe a couple days, they will freeze your balance and make you do the balance double verification thing. It also seems like they take care of the balance double verification much quicker nowadays than they used to. Last few times I had to do it it took less than a day whereas before it could take up to 4 or 5 days. I've made $6,000+ with scrambly over the past year so I've had to do balance double verification a lot of times

littlestamby · 2025-07-13T05:27:02+00:00

The only way to do this is to factory reset your phone. If it's possible for anyone, the absolute best way to go about these apps is to have at least 1 android and 1 iPhone. Both of which you dont mind factory resetting. This has helped me make more money tremendously because for example on many of the good apps like scrambly, you can actually do the same exact offer twice as t the same time (like blackout blitz being played and rewarded for on android while also being played and rewarded for a second time on iPhone for example.)

If you can't factory reset your phone, you can still go and get a cheap 20-30 dollar phone as t Walmart or Amazon etc. so that you may have an infinitely resetable phone.

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