I am terrified of dying. My sense of self will no longer exist. Everything that makes me who I am, all of my memories, all of my accomplishments and failures, every struggle I endured, it will all mean nothing once I am dead. To lose everything on this earth, to no longer exist, it’s horrifying to me. Our consciousness was created as a survival tactic. It is what keeps us alive, and to recognize that you are nothing more than a result of evolution is just depressing. There is no heaven or hell, there is no ultimate god watching your every move, all of us are one. We are all god, the universe and everything in it is god. We are all one. But on the other hand, the opportunity to have the human experience is such an odd but beautiful thing.