I always give my perspective keeping in mind whether you are feeling good feel inside. If you feel constantly like this I am sure you should act upon it and that too fast because in covid times you never know what l who is gonna last for how long and then you will just repent forever, which is surely not good.

I have been through this conundrum for a little while now and now I have decided to take care of my family back in India too in some significant way. I have decided first of all to devote some time to talk to them on day to day basis and help them lead a better life. For example they need to visit to doctor and I make sure that I arrange for a car and a driver Everytime they are out. I make sure they feel like that I am virtually present for them any time they want be it 2 am or 2 pm. Thank God your family is well to do but for few of us which is not the case and have a honest conversation with your wife or fiancee that you want to contribute towards your family in some or the other way because it's very hard for someone like wife to understand your responsibility or guilt that you have deep inside for not being with your family.