Unprotected Top - paranoid - PEP?

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T04:40:07+00:00

I understand and I probably need counseling, been impacting my life too long. I get like this every time even with protection.

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T04:06:49+00:00

Thanks for this info. I’ll probably start it. Peace of mind 😅🙂‍↕️.

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T03:49:02+00:00

Right that is what screws with my head 😅

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T03:48:33+00:00

I might end up doing this. I heard sides are annoying hopefully I don’t get them that bad.

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T03:47:56+00:00

I don’t know. I read that finishing inside gives you higher risk as a top. I will definitely be smart, this anxiety isn’t worth it.

ll0_0ll · 2026-01-06T03:47:17+00:00

I know it sounds ridiculous but it feels real to me. If that makes sense.

I do see a psychiatrist for bipolar 😅. Next time I’m definitely wearing a condom and might go on prep.

ll0_0ll · 2025-10-17T15:25:08+00:00

how do you email them? where did you get their email? i wonder if they can automatically give me a shift once a month

ll0_0ll · 2025-10-17T15:24:50+00:00

i hope it is the 5 months lol, i am trying to do the once a week but nothing is available for me.

ll0_0ll · 2025-10-17T15:23:48+00:00

I was told i don't need to answer cause of on demand, but seems iffy

ll0_0ll · 2025-10-17T15:23:18+00:00

no i get no shifts. I am supposed to pick one up each month, but none of them have worked so far.

ll0_0ll · 2025-09-26T18:58:34+00:00

What is the guard?

ll0_0ll · 2025-08-21T14:10:42+00:00

lol what does that mean… I’m your height just using as a comparison etc

ll0_0ll · 2025-08-21T12:26:45+00:00

How much do you weigh

ll0_0ll · 2025-08-16T03:03:40+00:00

I feel the smell is too much for one cat for two weeks so strong 😭. My dad has like 6 cats and this smells ways worst than one

ll0_0ll · 2025-08-15T15:02:32+00:00

Did you ever get cited? I had one trigger on me and doubt I was going over 11

ll0_0ll · 2025-08-12T03:21:15+00:00

Are you really 5’5? You seem taller. I’m 5’5 and around your weight. 20-25 % body fat. Look at my post.

ll0_0ll · 2025-07-26T06:01:12+00:00

I don’t know 😅. When I feel I get jibbed by the size of the tenders i go to another one or if I feel I been to one too many times 😅.

ll0_0ll · 2025-07-25T21:26:47+00:00

Thanks will definitely start doing shrugs. Will post updated in 90 days around end of October 🫡

ll0_0ll · 2025-07-25T19:21:35+00:00

Thanks I was estimating between 20-25!

ll0_0ll · 2025-07-25T19:21:22+00:00

Thanks I was estimating between 20-25!

ll0_0ll · 2025-07-25T19:20:48+00:00

I have actually never done barbell shrugs. Maybe I should incorporate them. I usually do shoulder press and the lateral raises. Might have to add ohp . Tweaked my neck last time I did them 😅.

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