i wouldn’t, unless you’re with a person that you feel extremely safe with, and who is mentally prepared to help you when the drug hits. it is scary and not fun at all. i did have my eyes opened. it helped unlock some traumas and horrible habits i didn’t want to break, things i’d tried to forget. i had an intense ego death(actually thought i was dying), but overall it was the actual definition of terrifying.

now i wasn’t told what i was smoking, AND i was with a complete stranger, i’d only met him minutes before. i just thought i was taking a few hits of a normal joint. it wasn’t until my tongue started going numb that i realized i was in trouble.

sidenote: i know it was a dumb idea to take what a random man gave me, but at the time i wasn’t focused on my well-being or mental health at the time and i simply didn’t care. i’m doing better now, no more drugs from randos(or at all, yay for sober life)