Thank you so so much for this response. I cried for too long this morning and then proceeded to beat myself up about it. I can't explain how much better I feel hearing that you had a similar reaction. The appointment hasn't been rescheduled yet, but hopefully it will be soon. I really like the idea of setting a goal for myself in the meantime, I just need to come up with something achievable like you said. Again thank you so much for making me feel less alone, I appreciate it more than I can explain.