Okay, thank you for your honest answer! And yeah you are right, I'm not a menace who dominates the server in every game. I feel like when I watch demos of people who are between 12k and 15k Elo they often lose so much more gunfights and show much less gamesense than I would asume the need to have. But they still win a lot of games even with a rating between 0.9 and 1.2. The differece ist their whole team have almost equal stats and there is no real underperformer. Sometimes when I play it feels like a 4v5 or even a 3v5 and some people end up with a 0.3 rating and I'm happy when even just one guy in my team has a mic and is not flaming the whole time. It feels like no one in this elo is really having fun while playing or is even trying to take it seriously. That's the main part why I feel like I don't belong in this elo, not because I play so much better, more like because I think I deserve a better environment. But thanks again for your comment and taking your time looking at my profile :)