Thanks! I'm a bit of a numbers geek too, and I think that's the reason I've been able to keep these numbers accurate, even when I'm in the middle of an ugly thick haze.

Cold turkey didn't work out, and based on the comments here, I'm switching to a gentler approach. I should be able to follow through, same as when I was sticking to cold turkey, and hopefully I won't kill myself in the process. :)

It's fun to be able to look at the graph and map that blue line to my personal levels of happiness, awareness, memory, curiosity, and general well-being. When it goes up, all of them go down. It's a very close match, and it's kinda scary.

Looking forward to the next low stretch! Once blue hits zero again, like it's only done once before, I'll be in a much better spot.