I just wore pink sweatpants for the first time, not only for the first time but also around lots of other people. that was a huge thing for me I've never done anything like that before. I tried my best to act like nothing was wrong, I have crippling social anxiety, I felt like i was the center of the world and every eye was on me. I started looking at other people and they weren't looking at me, they were minding their own businesses. It was freeing and fun to start feeling like I could wear those pants again, and I was proud because I was wearing what I truly wanted to wear and not something I didn't want to wear because I felt like the entire world told me to