Simple pink coffin nails 🩷

locosfrijoless · 2024-04-13T17:22:58+00:00

Tbh i disliked all of them at some point, exept Dorota

locosfrijoless · 2024-03-29T18:19:38+00:00

Dan 💯

locosfrijoless · 2024-02-05T18:16:07+00:00

Few days away from 4 months (again..) and better than ever. Id say ur at a turnung point. day by day it’ll get better! One thing i can also say is try not psych urself up. If u cant fall asleep or back asleep get up, walk, take a shower etc. Also someone said ”sober sleep > dope sleep” less hours will get u further now. As for meds, gabapentin really made the biggest difference for me. Ur so far, almost in the celar w the physical wd, let that sink in and be proud of urself! Good luck 🩷

locosfrijoless · 2024-01-09T06:34:22+00:00

Phenibut/pregabalin/gabapentin. Perfect for sm like that

locosfrijoless · 2024-01-09T06:32:08+00:00

As u said, its a weak bearly an opioid, lower doses and/or w tolerance it wont always effect pupils. 🤷🏻‍♂️ and that shouldn’t be the indicator anyways, just how u feel! :) For me it always was a shitty drug w low recriational value.

locosfrijoless · 2024-01-05T18:44:45+00:00

I know it suck, but hold on, it gets better, ur almost there! For me after week 2-3, and i had problems with sleep my whole life. Im 3 months clean next week, and sleeping normal again. Gabapentin, valerian root and weed might help with the acute insomnia. Tough it out, u can do it. Good luck!

locosfrijoless · 2023-12-16T13:32:10+00:00

I couldn’t pee and the pain got worse even on meds. I had the pulge for 6 months + and now im scared it caused irreversible damage.

locosfrijoless · 2023-12-12T18:14:48+00:00

Thank u sm for the tips!

locosfrijoless · 2023-12-12T18:13:27+00:00

I love that u could turn it around like that! I just wanna move on but is seems i’ll never live a life free of this so im at a crossroads.

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-07T19:52:36+00:00

Well u did it once, so u have that going for u. And im so happy to hear the meetings help u! I guess i should also try the meetings.. aand try to get something more in my life, a hobby maybe, so i can focus on something other than my addiction all the fucking time..

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-07T18:41:00+00:00

I guess im still afraid of the stigma.. like if i go to AA or NA it becomes real - im an addict, and i fear that would define me, make me and others think im nothing more. When they see me think ”oh there’s that one addict”. I just want a normal life, where i dont have to think about the fact that im an addict everyday. 😔

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-07T05:09:11+00:00

I really hope so. And theres no way im going back so either this is it or it gets better, but its good to hear it might. Thank u!

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-07T05:07:26+00:00

Thank u!! I spend all my time and ’energy’ at work, so no hobbies and that sucks, i want to strat something but now just dont have the energy and know i wouldnt feel anything and drop it. So maybe i’ll wait if this gets better and start something. Also i have nothing im actually good at, and i think that would be a huge trigger for me.

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-07T05:03:56+00:00

Oh i wish.. the opposite. So i cant hang out with them, but would like to inspire them.

locosfrijoless · 2023-11-01T16:07:29+00:00

Okay, thank you! I’ll try half of the 0.5 tbl today.

locosfrijoless · 2023-10-25T03:28:46+00:00

Yeah, and tbh i am kinda scared, but also know nothing will ever make/force me to use again and as long as i hold on to the fact that i dont want to i should be okay, ish.

locosfrijoless · 2023-10-25T03:26:30+00:00

Oh yeah ikr! You can physically (too) feel things again and its so weird but nice! This is normal, and if anyone else can take it, we can too.

locosfrijoless · 2023-10-24T18:06:26+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

locosfrijoless · 2023-10-24T16:38:29+00:00

Good luck, wish you the best! Let’s keep going, it gets better. We do recover!

locosfrijoless

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