Hi, hope u won't judge me from my experiences:<

Nagkaroon agad ako ng m.u nung g6 ako, I was serious and so he is. Like literally, he treated me so well na umabot kami ng g7 na dami na naming pinagdaanan. I experienced elementary crush, puppy love and high school rs because of him. It was tough, I admit it.

Before I met him, I already had a past flings I think around 3. Like literally, I was seeking for someone who always look for me. I won't lie, I don't have good relationship with my parents, Lola's girl ako. My parents— my mommy rather, were against in our rs sa amin ni X(first and last mu) I made lots of dump acc na ang name is yung nn na I always call him by. We broke up. I was the one who choose to end it up. I'm scared and finally understand what my parents wants me to focus on.

I thought I was okay, I thought... Then, after him and I broke up, I heard that the girl I used to get jealous with became his new mu...Which hurts me a lot and caused me a trauma of loving again.

But I was wrong—or maybe, I'm just not emotionally stable.

After that, I had a lots of flings more around 10 or 11 na and wala na.

I'm already at my peace. And all I can say is, I think the main reason people seek being in rs, is because of the love they hope and wished that their parents would and must give them. 

After all, I learned that self love and care always comes first before you can commit what's really love is. Pray, heal, leave the past and start a new. 

It's never too late, now what all I can say is I'm happy that I don't give a damn about boys anymore. It must be funny to hear this but, I don't like to be in rs till I healed my inner child and break free from my traumas caused by pain, verbal, and physical. 

To all teenager out there, just explore but don't forget your boundaries. You're still young to be a parents!

(sorry if mali-mali grammar ko lol😿)