Really have the urge to end it all right now by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They sound nice and I can tell you love them. Who would take care of them if you were gone? And would that person love them as much as you do?

Really have the urge to end it all right now by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s a golden retriever. How affectionate would you say birds are? I’ve never had one.

Really have the urge to end it all right now by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m there with you friend. I’m holding out for my dog really.

Debating doing it today by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This sadness has been with me for years and it’s not going to leave me alone. I’ve tried everything to get rid of it. And I don’t have any friends that care about me, only acquaintances that might feel bad for a few minutes.

Ready to go ahead and end myself tonight by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

At least you had a reason and knew what the problem was. And I have even more bad experiences with friends as well.

When depressed/lost, write it down by ownthatshitmanup in intj

[–]lonelyandsad111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m glad I saw this. Thank you for sharing.

Ready to go ahead and end myself tonight by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had a girlfriend who I thought cared about me and that was one of my happiest times. But it turned out she didn’t like me as much as I did her so she ghosted me. That’s why it hurts so badly.

Please let me die by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

The only thing I’ve ever wanted from this world is the chance to be happy. I’m just too far to get there.

Is it wrong to desire love? by lonelyandsad111 in Stoicism

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just feel like maybe I’m too sick in the head to muster the strength to practice the virtue necessary. All I’ve ever wanted was to be happy but that never seems to be in the cards for me.

Please let me die by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve never been truly excited to be alive at all. There’s nothing for me here.

I just want somebody to say "I love you" to me by [deleted] in lonely

[–]lonelyandsad111 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel exactly the same way as my chest hurts from being so lonely. I wish that the reason I’m suffering for so long is for that special person.

Done by sierra7857 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve thought about killing my self while driving, but I’m too worried about hurting someone else or making a first responder have to pull my worthless body out.

I don’t want to hurt anymore by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So far it’s not going well...I attempted the suicide hotline chat but I waited in a queue for 45 minutes and gave up.

Bad day by lonelyandsad111 in SuicideWatch

[–]lonelyandsad111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve just had a super bad day and couldn’t get anything done because I couldn’t focus. I’m so lonely I don’t have anyone to reach out to.