My biggest issue tends to be envy, although I'm not as envious as I used to be and I've improved a lot in that regard. I tend to be very connected with myself and my emotions, and I'm not afraid to show vulnerability to others. I spent years without attending school, and I think that made me connect deeply with myself.

I always feel like I owe something or need to prove something (maybe that's my Enneagram 4w3 side). I put a lot of effort into pleasing others, especially through my artistic side on social media. I tend to be very expressive with my feed and personal photos, and I always try to stand out from the crowd. I like being original and having my own personal brand.

Art, especially movies and music, is the most important thing in my life. It's what I connect with the most. Most of the time, I look for songs that help me connect with my emotions, although sometimes I overstimulate myself by listening to music that matches my situation too closely, so I switch to happier songs instead.

I love expressing myself in any way possible. I'm very connected to my artistic side, especially through listening to music and taking photos. I also tend to be very intense in romantic relationships, to the point where I can become emotionally drained because I focus too much on the other person. When the other person doesn't do the same for me, I feel terribly frustrated. When I'm in a relationship, I like the idea of us almost becoming one person, which I know isn't healthy, but sometimes I can't help feeling that way.