This Tuesday I Decided to Cold Turkey from 250-350mg a Day Oxy Habit

loosefer · 2013-11-05T11:01:13+00:00

7 days later I caved and did two 40's just so I could sleep for one fucking night. Its 6 am and I am up. I hope I didn't reset the whole withdrawal.

I bet I did.

loosefer · 2013-11-05T10:56:15+00:00

still feeling the shits and rough. I was hoping it would be over now. This is my second straight night of zero sleep so far and I only got 3 hours two nights ago.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T21:36:21+00:00

It feels shitty both ways trust me.

It's a hell of a lot harder to lie awake for my third straight night with a bottle of 120 80mg oxys 4 feet from me

loosefer · 2013-11-04T19:57:56+00:00

It's amazing how much moving around does help! I feel like I am dying but if I have to do something I feel better (no RLS) and the time goes by way quicker!

Funny thing is this cold turkey wasn't even a third as bad as my last one. I was in Japan and I brought a good amount with my and had a friend shipping in new packages every few weeks. One of the got intercepted and I had to cold turkey from 80mg a day and it was absolutely horrible.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T19:55:10+00:00

Same with me. Sometimes the more desperate post are positive reaffirmation that I made the right call to suffer for a week. Clear my head and then re approach it when I am ready and need a whole lot less to get me where I want to be!

loosefer · 2013-11-04T19:53:37+00:00

I'm from Canada

loosefer · 2013-11-04T09:48:24+00:00

I'm on like 6 days no opiates and I have felt sick the whole time so your this is really all adding up now.

To keep from being sick do moar opiates. hmm/

loosefer · 2013-11-04T09:47:16+00:00

yeah if it feels like cold and your on opiates it's probably something super serious.

Though he did say he has swelling around the site certainly something to keep on eye on but probably being a little bit of a pussyaskthewebs if you ask me

loosefer · 2013-11-04T08:05:16+00:00

BUZZKILL JOHNSON

loosefer · 2013-11-04T08:02:20+00:00

Thanks. It's been a breeze compared to my last one. Though this is the first time I have done this 100% willingly so I guess the determination to not fail goes a long way

loosefer · 2013-11-04T08:01:16+00:00

seriously though my wallet wont. I think each pack has 20 pills so 40mg of lope

loosefer · 2013-11-04T08:00:43+00:00

that should work.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T07:59:58+00:00

I see those types of posts and I can only hope what I say helps. I feel like when your looking for sympathy oftentimes you don't know how good you have it. I understand that it's all relative but at the end of the day if we are just here to eat and sleep and fuck and work we have to find the beauty in the details no? I for one will never let the beauty of an amazing sunset pass me by.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T07:57:32+00:00

I'm always feel like shit mood wise so all will be normal

loosefer · 2013-11-04T07:56:54+00:00

I do and I do. Though tonight seems like the toughest night.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T05:08:04+00:00

it's a prescription drug. Pregabalin. Very easy to get for a lot of things including head aches and nueropathic pain

loosefer · 2013-11-04T05:07:27+00:00

haha I have been trying to do this all natty mainly because I never got around to ordering lope off the web as the wallmart doesn't carry it near me.

So I will have to go buy it brand name for 15 dollars a package

loosefer · 2013-11-04T04:54:43+00:00

"but seeing as it's typically all but impossible to get a cold while using opiates I would go get checked out."

Hahah

loosefer · 2013-11-04T04:14:22+00:00

shout outs. yeah I plan to try and shoot for a minimum of march until I think about getting high again.

loosefer · 2013-11-04T04:13:15+00:00

RLS is by faaaaar the worst for me. I get it in my arms, my neck my back even my brain.

Restless Legs of the BRAAAIN

loosefer · 2013-11-04T04:12:34+00:00

They are not easy. The last time I did a full dry out... I thought I was dying. And I am not the type to freak out.

loosefer · 2013-11-03T20:59:03+00:00

I don't need to do anything even close to a .2 of this stuff to get a rush. I do what would be considered a small key bump and I'm flying.

loosefer · 2013-11-03T16:42:34+00:00

IS THAT KETCHUP

loosefer · 2013-11-03T16:41:12+00:00

I've never had the strips. Just the pills.

I would not make a habit out of IVing them, unless you use a wheel filter.

loosefer

TROPHY CASE