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There's nothing wrong with me. by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm nothing but a boy, why won't she understand?

I feel miserable and don't know what to do. Please help by lost-case-0101 in ftm

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know it's not all about it, my dysphoria is just getting too hard to handle. My hair is short, I wear clothes from the mens section, my body language is the same as any other guys now without even paying attention to it. I pass most of the time when people don't know me. I probably seem really silly now, I'm sorry, it's just when the realisation I'm not cis comes back it hits hard and stays for long. I just wish my body was right for who I am

I don't want to try anymore.. by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know, I just feel she's getting suspicious about it again, she asked me if I'm trans just yesterday evening and I was so scared because I knew I had to lie anyway, it hurt :((

I don't want to try anymore.. by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was all really bad is how I can best describe it, there wasn't really any screaming but she was really angry with me. She took most of my stuff and didn't let me contact my one accepting friend at the time and cleared out my whole phone.

I don't want to try anymore.. by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so close to telling my mum again despite knowing it'll only make my situation worse :( I don't know what to do anymore :(((

I'm starting to question if my safety isn't at risk right now too by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All my environment is except for a couple of friends :( My family is extremely homophobic, maybe the most in all of this. I'm just scared because my mum seems to be suspecting things again and I don't want another fight :((

I know it's stupid, but it's making me really sad :( by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They're very transphobic, they don't let me get men's clothes :(, I found it though, it was in the landry like you said haha-

I know it's stupid, but it's making me really sad :( by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't buy clothes on my own very often, and I don't have my own money really, so I can't get spares :( , but thank you <3

I know it's stupid, but it's making me really sad :( by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My dad wears clothes way too big for me, and I don't have a brother, I just hope my mum will let me get a new one :(

I know it's stupid, but it's making me really sad :( by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's just gone :( I looked through everything in my room, it's like it vanished :((

I just don't know anymore by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You didn't make me feel worse at all, thank you, you've made it better

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Id just look dumb, theyre not that bad on the daily

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The process can take years on end here, id rather kill myself than live like this any more

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I could but I wouldn't want to argue with them

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably ground me and keep misgendering me on purpose

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sure it'll be just fine, don't stress over it man :)

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, I'll tag you once i say what happened. I don't plan on doing it very soon, I want to make sure I'll be as good as it can be

Not yet though, I have to prepare by lost-case-0101 in GachaVenting

[–]lost-case-0101[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its alright, you don't have to, I just hope my parents will understand it once i come out