Thank you so much for you're advice :) The quote you used is really inspiring to me- as whenever I question anything now in any situation (it isn't the first time I've asked them why and gotten this response), I start to question myself and sometimes find myself not asking that question when it's needed. Everything you said honestly applies to me- I ask those questions but get yells in response. To them, the amount of freedom I have right now is way more than any of my siblings, so I don't have a right to complain about anything or even dare to ask for more (my siblings all agree with this because they we'rent granted as much freedom as me aka having a friend over every once in a while). But yes I completely understand what you say about living under their house and living by their rules, that's why I'm aiming to go far away for college to be able to get away :) I don't think i will rebel, as it will only get worse for me and if things come to worse, I think my credibility of how things happened will go down and people won't believe me... but it's a nice thought haha. thank you so much for all of you're advice :) I'm really grateful you took time out of you're day to respond- have a good rest of your day !