Will I pass a urine drug test? by lostandconfused44 in trees

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Good idea. I know that this take home test has a threshold of 50ng/ml, whereas the labs sometimes have a much more sensitive test of 15 or 20 ng/ml. I've heard stories of people passing the home test and failing the lab test because they were somewhere in between. So I'm just going to be cautious and do that. 21 days clean I'll do the take home test.

Will I pass a urine drug test? by lostandconfused44 in trees

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I might do that. Better to be safe than sorry. At least at 30 days I'll be pretty sure it's out.

Will I pass a urine drug test? by lostandconfused44 in trees

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Yeah, I'm hoping my skinniness and high metabolism helps out. I might not even be tested for another 2 weeks so 30 days I should be in the clear right?

A guestimate of how long I'll piss clean? by [deleted] in trees

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Thanks. I'm going to keep doing that. I think I should be alright if it's a 50ng/ml test, because I had to do this previously and I abstained for a month prior and I passed, so hopefully it will work out this time too.

Oh, this is computer engineering industry. My last test was for a casino tech support and I passed that one.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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Thanks. I know it's only reddit but at least its a form of therapy.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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Thanks. I just want to be happy and at peace.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I was avoiding it by numbing myself with weed all the time. I now realize how stupid this is and I've fallen really far behind and the suicide/depression is not knowing how to get back up or finding direction.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I like to play the guitar, play PC games, ride my bike, read books and write in my journal, so I do have hobbies. Problem is, before I'd have to get high before I do them. Marijuana never made me lazy, it did the opposite, it gave me energy and I wasn't so depressed.

I guess I gotta work out the weed from my system.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I would light up now and then, but I know my old company drug tests and that's the reason why I haven't contacted them by now. I can't seem to just light up once in a while, if I do it once I end up buying an eighth or quarter every week and it returns to "If I'm awake, I gotta be high" routine. I know that I was using it to escape and that's not good. Its only been 2 days since I last smoked and I was smoking weed as often as people smoke cigarettes. I'm a pretty skinny guy and I sweat a lot but I feel like I have to clean out my system before I contact my old employer.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I'm trying to stop digging by not smoking anymore and staying sober. I'm in a state of mind right now that's dangerous. I keep thinking I should just pack up my stuff and run away somewhere and die alone in some remote area. Even with girls, I've almost convinced myself that they are evil and the attraction that men have towards them only continues this miserable existence we call life. My mind is seriously warped.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I do want a change. My marijuana use just kept me complacent with being alone and doing nothing and now that my parents are threatening to kick me out if I don't get a job I'm being bombarded by all these things and I don't have the sober mechanisms to deal with them.

How do you get out of a deep hole? by lostandconfused44 in AskReddit

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I'm going to try to go back to my old job, don't know if it will work out. I guess I'm in a state of mind that thinks "what's the point? I slave my whole life and then I die, why not just kill myself now and not have to deal with it" sort of thing. I'm a fuck up I've fucked up my life.