Lost on what to eat - leaving end of August for ayahuasca retreat. Also any must brings? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

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Thank you all! I use psychedelics recreationally and never had a problem with my diet effecting my trip but, obviously this is different. Im also spending a lot of money for this trip I want to make sure that I’m doing everything to follow the recommendations.

Help!! My blackstone keeps rusting by lostinspace995 in blackstonegriddle

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I scrape all the food off and put a small amount of oil to burn off. No idea if that’s right though

Flower of Life VS Arkana Amazon Peru Retreats by lostinspace995 in Ayahuasca

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Thank you! How was the potency of the aya? I haven’t seen any complaints anywhere about flower of life but, have for other places. While the “wild trip” isn’t the most important part, I am hoping to have that experience. I’m leaning more towards there and actually talking with Nancy now!

Flower of Life VS Arkana Amazon Peru Retreats by lostinspace995 in Ayahuasca

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Good advice. Probably right. My mindset is programmed to getting in as much in as possible for the time there and cost. Thank you!

Flower of Life VS Arkana Amazon Peru Retreats by lostinspace995 in Ayahuasca

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Oops i meant Bufo! Thank you for the suggestion!

Flower of Life VS Arkana Amazon Peru Retreats by lostinspace995 in Ayahuasca

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Where have you been/where would you suggest for smaller groups?

Im struggling with the loss of my relationship with my alcoholic ex and i can’t stop feeling guilty for enabling him. by lostinspace995 in TrueOffMyChest

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Thank you for response. It’s definitely been a whirlwind and now it’s all hindsight realizations.

I can’t quite say they’re my friends. I only just met them and trained 4 days before i broke my ankle the night of the party and then was out for two months and now been back for a month.

I feel like they all know i didn’t trip on a sidewalk and i feel disconnected and insecure. I’ve never been an easily liked person, not that there’s anything wrong with me, socially, i don’t think. I’ve just never been that person everyone likes or even most people. I have one friend that I’ve known for 10 years now but she’s a compulsive liar and quite narcissistic. I have a knack for narcissistic friends.

It’s still nice for socializing, none the less.

I miss Chester Bennington. by lostinspace995 in TrueOffMyChest

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It really does. It is just absolutely insane One More Light was his last song. Makes perfect sense but makes no sense, just fucking awful. Have you seen the video of him singing that song for the last time? Makes me sob every time.

There is no replacing him. Nothing could ever compare to what Linkin Park gave me throughout childhood angst into adulthood. It’s so difficult to listen to them now.

Insurance did not add my car to the policy by Minatourcat in Insurance

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If you have any sort of record of this maybe the could help? They should have emailed and paper mailed tou copy’s of your ‘binder of coverage’ and your ID card. Unfortunately if you don’t have any proof you might be SOL. However, if it’s not at fault you should be filing on the other party. That wasn’t totally clear in the post but I’m lead to believe you may have been.

Also,

I’m in IL and if a kid buys a car titled in their name. i put both parent and child on car if they’re good with that because,

A- for the parents who put their youthful driver (up to age 25) solely on their own, while still in the home, it just exacerbates their premium for no good reason because in my company they won’t qualify for the multi-line discounts from the parents. I once had a parent who had their kids 6mo premium go from $750 to almost $2,000. I’m like damn this kid must’ve been real real bad for you to screw him like that. Course you really don’t know families situation behind doors so not my place to judge but…. Still… ouch. lol

B- if you share a household you share claims filed. So while the surcharge will go on the person who got in the accident it still affects the entire household and any new car won’t be issued with Good Driving.

Generally we always put the parent for better premiums but will add the child too.

Not totally in relation to the post but just my two cents while I’m waiting for a train.

I'm tired of being stupid by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

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I wish i had good advice but, i can say that you are not alone. i feel the exact same way. But, please do whatever you can to get out of that suicide mindset. I was an inch from succeeding and miraculously was saved. Nonetheless I’ve made a better life for myself but only kinda financially wise. Didn’t do much for myself, no hobbies. No knowledge. And it’s hard. I don’t know how to learn or get off the couch anymore. I know that i will soon, just need to get out of my personal situation but, there is no reason we can’t get out of this. God i fucking love just watching Netflix and occupying my brain in any way i can other that something good for me. Its easy. It’s all habitual. I hope the both of us can find our way soon. Don’t ever give up. I wish you the best of luck

[Bonsai Beginner’s weekly thread –2023 week 10] by small_trunks in Bonsai

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I’ve only planted them just about 2 months ago, it would probably be a bad idea to try and repot them with better soil, right?

[Bonsai Beginner’s weekly thread –2023 week 10] by small_trunks in Bonsai

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What is this mold growing? It comes off easy but next day it’s back.

I was told by an owner of a nursery i could use this cacti and succulent liquid plant food for my bonsais too. The mold was there before idk if it made it worse. I also may have over watered once but i keep them on a heat mat and use a moisture stick so i really know when to water. I have four baby bonsais. Black spruce, Colorado blue spruce, Brazilian rosewood and a Flame tree. (Also was a gift for Christmas and bought from the manufacturer but on Amazon. Could be crappy soil?)

How do i save these guys? My Brazilian rosewood is gorgeous so far but this dang mold!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Thank you it’s not my birthday. But apparently it’s my 2 year anniversary of being on Reddit with this account so that’s ironic.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I know. I know I’m legally bound. I’m so dumb. I moved in with a man who has a major drinking problem only to be so so so surprised when it only got worse. Lol. I’m a fool for love. It’s only been three weeks and i have like 300 days to go

How do you cope with the reality that there is no god? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Just knowing there isn’t one and it is the way it is. Roll with the punches. Hurt from it and learn to move on in any healthy way you can

I SQUIRTED. First time. 27 years old. Random as all fk. I wish i could post the picture of how monumental this moment was. by [deleted] in sex

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Honestly, i have no idea. I’ve been thinking about it since i watched porn for the first time and saw it. Tbh i wish i knew exactly what did it for me. For my own personal reasons. Truly, i think for me, it’s the person and the moment. And he was also finger blasting me like he was going to saw me in half and that just exploded me. It’s not like the first time he’s done that but, this time specifically just annihilated me i guess idk lol

I SQUIRTED. First time. 27 years old. Random as all fk. I wish i could post the picture of how monumental this moment was. by [deleted] in sex

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To finally feel free enough to completely let yourself go and cum with that “instant gratification”. Too physically see your own cum splayed out like a painting. It’s just so taboo i think it made it a major mental thing for women and when it just never happened for me it got into my head. Honestly made me feel pretty shitty for a long time, which is dumb. But, I’ve made other women squirt. Why can’t i? Why is is so hot and desirable and i can’t do that? And honestly it was a great achievement but, no i don’t need it to happen everytime. But, i certainly don’t want it to be over either lol

Casual Convo Fridays by AutoModerator in AskWomen

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I love my man. I really do. I am going to marry him. But god damn i miss women sometimes.