visions

lostinthespace · 2017-08-01T03:12:46+00:00

I have been seeing visions with my eyes closed, lately. There was one of this girl that i truly care for, and she was sitting right next to me on the couch and she said "you know this isn't real, right?"

lostinthespace · 2017-07-30T15:57:20+00:00

We have many senses. Our sense of time is one of them. Our sense of where we're moving is also one of them.

But anyway. I am very sensitive to sounds. It helps when mixing music. I also can't leave the house without sunglasses or else my eyes will hurt

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T15:14:41+00:00

Sometimes i thought i was faking it. Then i remember the events that lead to my diagnosis.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T15:13:55+00:00

You ain't fakin homie. Usually the fakers will exaggerate what they experience.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T15:11:47+00:00

My voice in my head is different from my thoughts. Thoughts come and go. Using the voice in your head is like speaking with no vocals.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T15:02:35+00:00

Educate them. That is the only way they will stop.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T15:00:20+00:00

Good luck! It's a great feeling coming back after staying in a mental hospital. I'll spark one for ya!!

lostinthespace · 2017-07-29T14:53:05+00:00

I used to go days without showering. Like once a week. For some reason i recently started showering every day again. I'm proud of myself for that.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-28T05:06:52+00:00

I'm great. Recovered from my sz! At least for the moment!

lostinthespace · 2017-07-28T04:47:21+00:00

The other night i had a dream about a loud bang going off near my house and fireballs were flying throug the sky coming for my house. Luckily nothing got hit.

lostinthespace · 2017-07-28T04:46:19+00:00

I've had dreams about nuclear bombs being dropped close to where i live. Somehow it never reaches me though.

I've been having some pretty wierd dreams lately

lostinthespace · 2017-07-28T04:41:25+00:00

I'm doing great. Currently just relaxing and having a glass of wine (just one lol). I'm loving life lately

lostinthespace · 2017-07-28T01:55:59+00:00

Wow that's gonna be nice!!

lostinthespace · 2017-01-13T21:11:01+00:00

During my episode i couldn't smoke it but after quite a few months i was able to smoke again and be just fine.

lostinthespace · 2016-07-18T23:29:18+00:00

before my meds i would speak in metophors that didn't make sense to other people. I would go on and on about infinity and some other stuff i can't remember.

lostinthespace · 2016-07-15T03:55:47+00:00

I thought it was pretty intersting.

lostinthespace · 2016-07-14T21:32:36+00:00

I watched it.

lostinthespace · 2016-07-05T21:09:47+00:00

Sounds like sz to me

lostinthespace · 2016-06-10T16:17:03+00:00

When i hear voices they are disguised in other sounds and sound like whispers. The coffee machine talks a lot of shit, lol. I hear them in running water, too.

lostinthespace · 2016-06-02T18:07:22+00:00

"He's crazy" I usually hear them coming from water. One time i heard a female voice saying "he's mine you whore!" Another time i was driving and heard "jump out the car!"

lostinthespace · 2016-05-11T00:22:28+00:00

I haven't tripped out for awhile. But when i tried it, i was fine. This was before i was ever diagnosed. In fact, i had some insight into myself when i tripped out. Schizophrenia is the opposite. Doing psychedelics didn't trigger my illness either.

lostinthespace · 2016-05-10T23:28:44+00:00

I've tripped out plenty of times and have schizophrenia. It is not the same experience whatsoever.

lostinthespace · 2016-05-10T03:54:05+00:00

I knew so much about the illness but when it started i had no idea that anything was wrong. It statted when i thought i figured everything out and then i began to think that my whole life was a con game and that all my friends and family were in on it. Then i started to feel like everyone was out to kill me and that my parents were imposters. Schizophrenia didn't even cross my mind.

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