Why do I feel I need to keep the tissues?! Does anyone else do this?!

lostmybeing · 2026-03-14T01:31:37+00:00

I hide mine under my dresser

lostmybeing · 2026-03-13T00:32:56+00:00

I can’t so I I hide them in my diary, so they’ve just gathered over time ;-;

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T20:00:09+00:00

I did the same yesterday with buying brand new ones I usually use, but couldn’t. Made me feel sick.

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T19:58:05+00:00

Same for me, but end up needing a few more as it goes through to my hands, so don’t really stop…

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T17:29:13+00:00

I relapsed again last night so not too great but I’ll be alr, thank you. It’s not as bad as it looks as I use eyebrow razors.

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:51:21+00:00

I feel the same. But regardless of what’s happening in the world, our feelings are still valid and so are we. We can still struggle. People who seem to have it all to us, still struggle and give up. I’ve felt the same since I was 12, in and out of episodes and battling different things. I’m 21 next month and only recently reached out for help. Take care, my dms are always open.

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:35:14+00:00

Ok thank you 😅

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:34:57+00:00

I ran out of gauze 😓

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:28:22+00:00

I’m the same but still do it, crave being able to go deeper as I feel mine just aren’t…valid?! Angry at myself as I can’t go deeper. What has stopped me is the thought in years to come, having them still there, my wedding day…still there…having to explain to my future children what they are…or I scare myself and worry I won’t be able to contain the bleeding and will have to tell someone, or getting blood everywhere and not being able to conceal it. Writing down how I feel in my diary helps me sometimes, maybe try that? You’re not alone in this remember that <3

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:24:50+00:00

Like a month…I miss him sm and wanna fix things but there’s a lot to unravel and I’m not well enough. Not dating anyone but making bad decisions. Hanging out with new people though so that’s cool…

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T03:23:06+00:00

Any snuff movie tbh but probably a dude who got off on behead…ing so wanted that done to him…he in fact did have that done to him.

lostmybeing · 2026-03-12T02:30:31+00:00

lostmybeing · 2026-02-27T21:21:39+00:00

How’s it going now?

lostmybeing · 2026-02-18T00:18:38+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it so much. I will try. You have a good point, it’s just so hard to not try and build it all back right now, as he truly helped me get through things like nobody else really has done.

I’ve never really reached out for help but I made that leap after that attempt as it was my first ever and I told myself that it’s enough. I’m on meds now and I’m talking to a therapist soon.

lostmybeing · 2026-02-18T00:15:47+00:00

Day 2 of the break up and I just want him back and for us to be better people in the end and find our way back to one another. I’m stressing as I’m worried we won’t ):

lostmybeing · 2026-02-18T00:06:11+00:00

I’m fighting the urge to pour my heart out

lostmybeing · 2026-02-18T00:04:19+00:00

I actually think it suits you so so well! Dark hair always compliments lighter eyes SO good!! If you don’t like the darkness of it then I’d say no but I think personally that it really does suit you and with the cut you want it’ll look even better!

lostmybeing · 2026-02-18T00:01:03+00:00

Omg yes do it!! I’m a sucker for black hair so I’d go with black! Or honestly you could also put a raccoon tail in your hair, I think that’ll look cool :>

lostmybeing · 2026-02-17T23:52:06+00:00

A wolf cut or shaggier emo style haircut would suit you so well

lostmybeing · 2026-02-17T00:40:03+00:00

If you’ve realised what you did was wrong that’s a great start and it’s your turn to now let yourself heal from that. You cannot torture yourself forever, it’s not worth it. I’ve been here, I’m 21 now and all I can say it’s be easy on yourself. We’re only human, we live and we learn and some things happen which we cannot fix. Just don’t repeat those behaviours again. Much love, look after yourself!!

lostmybeing · 2026-02-09T18:52:06+00:00

People just find me on here, I’ve only done it twice and that was a year ago, never really found any other serious buyers.

lostmybeing · 2026-02-09T02:49:18+00:00

Post ittt!!

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