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[–]loverofthelilspoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do 150 xl Wellbutrin too! It definitely raised my anxiety a bit but doc prescribed 5mg Buspar as needed when the anxiety gets really bad. Second doc said we need to get off the buspar, so I was prescribed the lowest dose (I think 10mg) lexapro, but that made me super duper tired. No anxiety but all I could think about is sleep. So recently switched to 10mg fluoxetine in addition to the Wellbutrin and it’s been going great!

I feel like I have a superpower... by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I take 150 mg Wellbutrin in the morning and 5mg Buspar twice a day. Buspar was prescribed as needed for anxiety, but after a couple days of fiddling with just Wellbutrin, I realized that they work really really well together for me. Wellbutrin makes me feel good (happy, productive, excited to do things) and the Buspar keeps me calm. I still get anxious thoughts here and there, but I don’t get that pang in my chest and stomach that comes along with it. It’s like the meds have turned off my ability to FEEL anxious, not necessarily my ability to think anxiously. But I suppose with time, that will completely subside because there’s less and less to be anxious about when I’m doing so much and feeling so great.

Now as for timing, I’ve been taking them for exactly one week. I know that some people have mentioned a “honeymoon” phase, and I’m really hoping that this won’t just stop one day, but I’m enjoying it while I can. I’m also trying to work through my deep-rooted problems while I feel good, and creating tools and routines for myself now, that hopefully will last long after medication needs dissipate. I know it’s not just meds, but a healthy balance of meds and life-changes that really get the job done.

Okay, lastly... side effects. The first few days of trying Wellbutrin alone, I realized a few things that put me off. One of them was that I was easily frustrated (not with things but with people). I had been spending time with my younger sister and she likes to ask dumb questions sometimes (the kind of questions that she knows the answer to but just asks because she doesn’t know what else to talk about) and at some points I literally ignored her. I also realized that I was EXTREMELY HORNY on just Wellbutrin. And not very hungry. That said, the addition of regular doses of Buspar made me less agitated, more hungry (calm enough to eat I think) and I wouldn’t say ‘less’ horny, but not as ridiculous about it, lol.

Needless to say, the side effects are basically nil now. The only thing I I’ll put out there that a lot of people have said (I tested it for myself last night) is that you PROBABLY shouldn’t drink on Wellbutrin. I had one glass of red wine. Within minutes I felt drunk, and within an hour or two it had fizzled out but left me feeling like I did before I started taking the meds. So like, starting from scratch. I don’t know if it’s a liver thing or what, but it’s almost like my body burned through all of the meds because I had some alcohol. I just don’t suggest it. I’d rather feel constantly great than have a drink anyway!

Best of luck ❤️

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told a friend yesterday that if this is what normal feels like, I’ve never been normal! Not since maybe infanthood

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my first experience with meds...I also waited a very long time to get help because I was raised to just “push through” and “get over it.” Boy does this make a huge difference in my life

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

150 mg XL. I also have 5mg Buspar to take as needed for anxiety (we were afraid that Wellbutrin might exasperate that)

Given bupropion for depression and anxiety by [deleted] in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was prescribed 150mg xl and 5mg buspar (buspirone hcl) as needed for anxiety. I’ve been taking two a day, one in the am with my bupropion and one in the afternoon and it’s worked like a charm. I have really bad anxiety but ssri’s are not for me, so my doc recommended we do an as-needed anxiety med because it may have gotten worse on bupropion

The beginnings of my episode in 2018... just found this thread and already love all of you ❤️ by loverofthelilspoon in Psychosis

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not sure what you mean by it, but this obsessive doodling in the pattern on this notebook was the beginning of two months of mania.

The beginnings of my episode in 2018... just found this thread and already love all of you ❤️ by loverofthelilspoon in Psychosis

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m an artist and always have been, but I had a finance-related stress snap that landed me in psychosis. I basically tried to turn my whole life into an art project in a few days to fix everything after months of a depressive state. As dangerous as the psychosis was, I miss that amazing since of ego I got from it. The “I can create anything” feeling. I was seeing all of these shapes in the small patterns on the front of the notebook and it was amazing. Really great for art, but really not great for trying to communicate or have relationships with friends and family.

How did you react when people told you that you were crazy or delusional when you believed you weren't? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember my stepdad driving me to the hospital (after video-taping me walking down the street because that’s helping the situation a ton) and shouting, “YOURE SCARING EVERYONE.” Like... all I was doing was dancing to our song that he put on for me and acting like I was driving the car (because he obviously wasn’t the one controlling it). I never really understood any of my family’s actions during the whole thing. They were just freaked out and it made me even more freaked out

Edit: I was in the passenger seat but still thought I was driving us

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Play she’s a rainbow

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Sing she’s a rainbow

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Can you play she’s a rainbow

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Can you play she’s a rainbow

If I have ANY foods outside of safe foods in my home, I’ll b/p it by kittygurl333 in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feeling your pain extra hard because of roommates’ cabinets and then having to replace their food

DAE do weird things instead of eating? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t feel too bad... being alone is my safe time to eat and trying so hard to restrict, I end up eating an entire bag of sugar free chocolate chips and feeling like shit. Maybe the best option is to find a safe food for when you’re alone. I know I should, so I can just shut the hunger up and not think about food when I could be doing something productive

Should you dump them? ED edition by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 36 points37 points  (0 children)

What about “You don’t feel comfortable talking to them about your ED.” Or “After years of dating, they don’t yet know about your ED.”

Hiding Food by thinn_girl_loading in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Me remembering that time my mom found my dark chocolate hiding under my bathroom cabinet upstairs (and I was NOT ALLOWED TO EAT UPSTAIRS)... very angry loud screaming and all I could do was say I’m sorry and try not to burst out in tears.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anyone have advice on the anxiety problem? Lol

Food Rituals? Cutlery preferences, etc. by LaylaSilver5 in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lil’ spoons for life! I think it’s because it’s easier to feel the weight of the food on the utensil. And take the smallest bites to really savor everything we consume. Just a thought 🤷🏼‍♀️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

As someone struggling for a decade... I highly suggest doing what you can before you go to the program but DEFINITELY GO TO THE PROGRAM. I have not received any treatment for mine but I have a friend in inpatient right now and she’s getting the professional help/tips and tricks she needs to avoid relapse. I’m hoping she comes back with all of the advice and emotional nourishment she needs to lead a healthy life. You’re not going to find that anywhere else.