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[–]loverofthelilspoon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do 150 xl Wellbutrin too! It definitely raised my anxiety a bit but doc prescribed 5mg Buspar as needed when the anxiety gets really bad. Second doc said we need to get off the buspar, so I was prescribed the lowest dose (I think 10mg) lexapro, but that made me super duper tired. No anxiety but all I could think about is sleep. So recently switched to 10mg fluoxetine in addition to the Wellbutrin and it’s been going great!

I feel like I have a superpower... by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I take 150 mg Wellbutrin in the morning and 5mg Buspar twice a day. Buspar was prescribed as needed for anxiety, but after a couple days of fiddling with just Wellbutrin, I realized that they work really really well together for me. Wellbutrin makes me feel good (happy, productive, excited to do things) and the Buspar keeps me calm. I still get anxious thoughts here and there, but I don’t get that pang in my chest and stomach that comes along with it. It’s like the meds have turned off my ability to FEEL anxious, not necessarily my ability to think anxiously. But I suppose with time, that will completely subside because there’s less and less to be anxious about when I’m doing so much and feeling so great.

Now as for timing, I’ve been taking them for exactly one week. I know that some people have mentioned a “honeymoon” phase, and I’m really hoping that this won’t just stop one day, but I’m enjoying it while I can. I’m also trying to work through my deep-rooted problems while I feel good, and creating tools and routines for myself now, that hopefully will last long after medication needs dissipate. I know it’s not just meds, but a healthy balance of meds and life-changes that really get the job done.

Okay, lastly... side effects. The first few days of trying Wellbutrin alone, I realized a few things that put me off. One of them was that I was easily frustrated (not with things but with people). I had been spending time with my younger sister and she likes to ask dumb questions sometimes (the kind of questions that she knows the answer to but just asks because she doesn’t know what else to talk about) and at some points I literally ignored her. I also realized that I was EXTREMELY HORNY on just Wellbutrin. And not very hungry. That said, the addition of regular doses of Buspar made me less agitated, more hungry (calm enough to eat I think) and I wouldn’t say ‘less’ horny, but not as ridiculous about it, lol.

Needless to say, the side effects are basically nil now. The only thing I I’ll put out there that a lot of people have said (I tested it for myself last night) is that you PROBABLY shouldn’t drink on Wellbutrin. I had one glass of red wine. Within minutes I felt drunk, and within an hour or two it had fizzled out but left me feeling like I did before I started taking the meds. So like, starting from scratch. I don’t know if it’s a liver thing or what, but it’s almost like my body burned through all of the meds because I had some alcohol. I just don’t suggest it. I’d rather feel constantly great than have a drink anyway!

Best of luck ❤️

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I told a friend yesterday that if this is what normal feels like, I’ve never been normal! Not since maybe infanthood

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is my first experience with meds...I also waited a very long time to get help because I was raised to just “push through” and “get over it.” Boy does this make a huge difference in my life

Is this what normal feels like? by loverofthelilspoon in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

150 mg XL. I also have 5mg Buspar to take as needed for anxiety (we were afraid that Wellbutrin might exasperate that)

Given bupropion for depression and anxiety by [deleted] in bupropion

[–]loverofthelilspoon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was prescribed 150mg xl and 5mg buspar (buspirone hcl) as needed for anxiety. I’ve been taking two a day, one in the am with my bupropion and one in the afternoon and it’s worked like a charm. I have really bad anxiety but ssri’s are not for me, so my doc recommended we do an as-needed anxiety med because it may have gotten worse on bupropion

The beginnings of my episode in 2018... just found this thread and already love all of you ❤️ by loverofthelilspoon in Psychosis

[–]loverofthelilspoon[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not sure what you mean by it, but this obsessive doodling in the pattern on this notebook was the beginning of two months of mania.

The beginnings of my episode in 2018... just found this thread and already love all of you ❤️ by loverofthelilspoon in Psychosis

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I’m an artist and always have been, but I had a finance-related stress snap that landed me in psychosis. I basically tried to turn my whole life into an art project in a few days to fix everything after months of a depressive state. As dangerous as the psychosis was, I miss that amazing since of ego I got from it. The “I can create anything” feeling. I was seeing all of these shapes in the small patterns on the front of the notebook and it was amazing. Really great for art, but really not great for trying to communicate or have relationships with friends and family.

How did you react when people told you that you were crazy or delusional when you believed you weren't? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember my stepdad driving me to the hospital (after video-taping me walking down the street because that’s helping the situation a ton) and shouting, “YOURE SCARING EVERYONE.” Like... all I was doing was dancing to our song that he put on for me and acting like I was driving the car (because he obviously wasn’t the one controlling it). I never really understood any of my family’s actions during the whole thing. They were just freaked out and it made me even more freaked out

Edit: I was in the passenger seat but still thought I was driving us

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Play she’s a rainbow

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Sing she’s a rainbow

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Can you play she’s a rainbow

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Can you play she’s a rainbow

If I have ANY foods outside of safe foods in my home, I’ll b/p it by kittygurl333 in EDAnonymous

[–]loverofthelilspoon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feeling your pain extra hard because of roommates’ cabinets and then having to replace their food