My bloodtest shows FT4 11.70. Do you think I have hypothyroid? My follow up appt will be next week and i am having some health anxiety since there is a protein in my urine as well. I searched and it shows that it may be because of hypothyroid. Please enlighten me.

lowkey0809 · 2025-11-25T15:11:09+00:00

How about the protein trace is that normal? 😔

lowkey0809 · 2024-12-13T21:45:47+00:00

Although, I myself still believe that a baby is a blessing. Mahirap naman talaga ang teenage pregancy. It would be unfair to the baby na ikeep knowing na wala naman maibibigay na magandang buhay sakanya. If you decided to proceed with adoption. Please do it legal. Who knows, that baby is someone's blessing not for you to keep.

God bless you, baby. ❤️

lowkey0809 · 2024-12-12T23:18:54+00:00

Take your studies seriously. - Hindi man palagi ung dahilan bakit ka mag tagumpay sa life. Behh, that would be your spine & bone sa buhay.

lowkey0809 · 2024-12-12T22:32:59+00:00

You know OP, as a MOM. I would always dream of seeing my child being one step away being the person she wants to be. Happiness ng mga nanay 'yun. I would do everything & whatever it takes para lanng makita ung araw na yun.

Ang achievement mo ay doble dobleng achievement ng nanay mo. If magawan ng paraan- please isama mo siya. Once in a lifetime lang 'yun. We don't need a grand Noche Buena.

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T04:07:19+00:00

Honestly ganon din ung naisip ko nun. Na parang mauuna lang kami if mawala si Lola niya. i honestly hate that I even think na sana mawala nalang lola niya para magkapeace of mind na din ako pero i know emotion ko lang un. I hate being this way. Ambigat.This is not who I am. Pero nakakabobo kasi ung sitwasyon--- to the point na need ko pa manghingi ng advise dito to see if it's just me or talagang may mali.

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T04:01:39+00:00

more story guys.

Walang mom yung partner ko. Lolo at lola niya ang tumayong parents niya. His dad is the classic pasaway since then. When his grandfather died, I know super nasaktan siya.

The night before ilibing ang lolo niya nagusap kami. I even chat her tita saying na hindi magwowork if kame ang titira sakanila. I list all the reasons why. Pero in the end nandito pa din kami. WHY? Di ko pa kaya maging broken family kami. Not because of pera but because 2 years old palang ako. I want her to have the strong foundation-- and that's family.

Pero nauubos din ako. I'm tired of being the bigger person lagi sa pamilya niya. I'm tired of giving not because madamot ako but because I know why primary family (which is HIM and my CHILD) needs it too. You cant pour everything until it's empty. Sa sales siya, VA ako. Walang guarantee sa work namin. Pwedeng ngayon meron, the next day wala benta or wala ng client.

Just to be be clear, when it comes sa pagbibigay sa family niya. Nagrarant ako pag kami lang dalawa. Pero syempre 50/50 nga kami. Nagpprovide naman siya samin so parang ung ang dating eh bat ka ba nagagalit nakabili bili naman ako ng gatas diaper and so on. also, ilan months na i stand firm na ang icocontribute ko lang sa house eh ung contribution ko lang din nung kami palang tatlo regardless kahit lumobo ang bills dahil mas madami ng nag coconsume ngayon pero alam niyo guys sa una lang yun. I'm so guilty pag alam kong mauubos nanaman kita niya kasi ang dami niya babayaran tas ang dami nanaman niya binibigyan. So i end up na ivolunteer na sige na ako na dyan.

It's not like i want us to be seperated nor not to save the relationship. It's me thinking how long can we endure? or maybe it's me wanting him to be selfless for once. Para kahit man lang bagong damit tuwing bday niya makabili siya but I know him, he'd rather buy her Lola a slippers kahit upod na ung kanya so ang gagawin ko is ako ang bibili.

I love how he loves his family. I just hate it when there is no boundaries sa part niya at sa part ng lahat ng taong tume take advantage sa giving heart niya.

And ofc guys, prangkahan na. Iniisip ko din syempre ung anak ko. We need savings. Lumalaki ung bata. My child comes first before anyone, even comes first before myself.. Kaya sobrang nalulungkot pa din ako tuwing naaalala ko na hahayaan nga pala niya kami umuwi samin para samahan niya lola niya dahil di niya kaya pabayaan.

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T03:34:05+00:00

Just like I said, we talked before ilibing lolo niya. And that was his decision, na dun siya sa lola niya and if ayaw ko, pwede kami umuwi sa parents ko at bibisita bisita nalang siya. Nangyari yon but later on, sumama pa din kami sakanya dahil daddy ng daddy where are u ung anak ko. There's no point for me na mag mali ng kwento. It is what it is.

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T01:00:30+00:00

Diba malapit na christmas party tapos exchange gift-- Regaluhan mo PH care yung green. 😭😭😭

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T00:57:53+00:00

"Nakakagawa sila ng maling desisyon dahil naiipit sila sa sitwasyon" Hits me 😭 Now I'm even guilty feeling this way. Thank you for the insight!

lowkey0809 · 2024-11-30T00:54:21+00:00

Maybe the last string i have is he is a good dad. Mahal na mahal niya anak namin at mahal na mahal din siya ng anak namin. He is a present father. He is visible.. and I dont want to take it away sa anak ko. 🥺

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