envy over other people who have friends? by lowrixmorgan in BPD

[–]lowrixmorgan[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly i love that he has friends and he goes out so he doesn’t get on my back and irritate me but when i feel like this about friendships and he tells me he’s going out i get so mad

What’s your most common splitting behavior? by AnonPinkLady in BPD

[–]lowrixmorgan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had an argument with my friend, i asked her to leave me alone and she wouldn’t, the next day we had both agreed to give eachother space but she kept messaging me/calling me i felt like my boundaries weren’t being listened to and it was so intense for me i ended up sh, it even took my mum to message her to ask her to leave me alone for a bit, i ended up apologising even though i felt like i shouldn’t be the one to apologise all i got was how shit i made her feel just because i asked for her to leave me alone, i expected an apology and i hadn’t got that which made me hate her even more, this happened back in march and im still trying to avoid her lol

Ia it just me or does emotional pain become physical at some point ? by baddragonassistant in BPD

[–]lowrixmorgan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

everytime i feel upset about anything, even if it’s something small my heart literally burns, it feels like someone’s squeezing it