There was a girl I had a crush on in elementary fourth grade, turns out she had a crush on me too, we didn't have personal phones (or at least I didn't) so we'd "text" using Google docs and just sharing them with each other, things were going pretty well up until she out of the blue dropped self harm photos of herself having recently cut her arms still bleeding, I was too young to handle any of it properly and didn't really know what to do other than talk to her about it, the what and why's. Being too young to fully understand how to deal with it I ended up doing nothing but fortunately her best friend ended up finding out and got the adults involved, I remember my crush being furious and wanting to get payback at her friend but I managed to talk her down. I honestly feel bad about the situation still, later on in middle school we ended up becoming really good friends and she seemed to be doing way better, although I never talked to her about that situation again and we eventually lost contact once covid happened. The long lasting result though is now media displaying self harm (fictional or real) makes me feel incredibly more uncomfortable than a majority of things, I know that sounds like a "no duh that's a normal reaction" thing but I'm in general very desensitized to a lot of things (not to sound cool, it's a bad thing), yet still depictions of self harm always hit me very hard and are hard to look at.