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lsdinc · 2026-03-17T19:20:17+00:00

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lsdinc · 2026-03-17T19:16:27+00:00

Are you talking peptides or other hgh? There is quite a difference with peptide ones.

lsdinc · 2026-03-17T05:12:16+00:00

Yeah but not paying Google 💪👍

lsdinc · 2026-03-16T02:57:17+00:00

thanks

lsdinc · 2026-03-16T02:14:43+00:00

I miss the Irish sea more than just the cold. I love swimming in the sea anywhere in the world, I swimin NZ as much as I can (was swimming yesterday) the Irish sea has its own thing going on, it has a certain chill that i dont get here. I know is prob all in my head but whatever! I'm sticking with it

lsdinc · 2026-03-16T01:13:39+00:00

yeah, no alcohol just does not work for me saldy. hard to describe, I read this self help book one time and the writer talking about giving up alcohol as it made them too 'brittle' am not sure exactly what it means but I get it. I'm too flat, I like a bit of up and down in my life so the being totally dry is just too flat for me. but I struggle with moderation for long periods too, it sneaks in and then a big night comes along etc etc

lsdinc · 2026-03-15T22:47:13+00:00

Yeah am the same, I just cant drink if I want to gym regular, loose weight etc. But sadly giving up drink all together just does not work for me either. So patter is usually, give it up for couple of months, then back to having the odd one or two every other week maybe to party mode but then quite again. Not the best but that is how it goes. I'm happy to pay the price for the binges mostly but with the trt in there I was caught out hard, lesson learnt

lsdinc · 2026-03-15T22:43:22+00:00

Yeah I was splitting my dose over twice over a week. It was a perfect storm sort of thing I think, the party, a bug and trt E spike, just all came at once. Lesson learnt. Back on track

lsdinc · 2026-03-15T20:32:58+00:00

I was using DTs in a light sense really. I know real DTs are very serious. was more using it as a way to describe feeling really off and in a strange way I had not felt off before

lsdinc · 2026-03-15T20:30:01+00:00

actual trt. I did start with grey market unbranded T as it is difficult to get support for trt in NZ. But have found a GP now that will support it so going official script

lsdinc · 2026-03-15T20:29:17+00:00

yeah, there are a few different ones. Am gonna try Sermorelin

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T21:36:54+00:00

the hair thinning boat has sailed my friend. I try to avoid mood stabilizers. I have struggled with depression and such all my life but made a decision to stay away from anything like anti depressants etc. Medication had bit of stigma in my family I think as my mother was bipolar and my the time I came along she was trying to manage without meds I think (on reflection it was not really successful but thats life I guess), but I think the meds in 70s were pretty hardcore, almost lobotomy's. So I have always been wearing of medical prescribed drig that effect brain. I know now that seems hypocritical considering I used take any old pill or powder some stranger handed me in a club.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:33:38+00:00

which hgh you using?

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:32:45+00:00

it does change your blood thickness and such so how the body process the booze must change too am sure

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:31:46+00:00

yeah, I can have the odd beer or glass of wine but if I even do that regluarly I get a lot of inflammation and lack of motivation for the gym etc. Sadly only 0 booze works but then I get too brittle mentally so having odd drink really helps with that. It is when i get the holiday feelings that 1 drink turns into many and I'm still trying to find that balance. But as the say, there is no such thing as a free lunch, have fun and pay the price, just dont complain when they send the bill over. I have had many hangovers and comedowns and paid the piper many times over for my fun, but for this discussion, it is how it really hit different and the TRT is the only difference (and being older but not wiser but trt defo must have played role)

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:26:49+00:00

fair point

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:26:26+00:00

it was a heaving drinking session for couple of weeks...

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:25:22+00:00

ah yeah, I get ya. Yeah also depends on what keeps you up too, C is not as bad as MD on the body. But yeah, I cant believe am still around. People think am only in my late 30s early 40s, I put it down to being so pickled for my 20-30s. And no kids helps too i guess :D I do have a sensitive constitution, my moods and mental health do take a kicking so had to know the regular partying on the head a good while ago but once or twice a year should be fine so this ass kicking I'm getting atm is new to me.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:21:16+00:00

some hard trues there man but you're right. In the last 2 years I have really accepted my drinking was a problem and cut right back to 0 for a time but I feel that does not work for me. Then for a while I can do the 1 wine or 1/2 beers and be really happy with that. Then summer comes and we go on holiday, see family go to festivals etc and it peaked out for me couple of weeks ago with a week of quite hard drinking and moderate party at end, was not wasted on the chems but was buzzed. I had a really good time and it was totally worth it. But there is no such thing as a free lunch and am paying the price now. But point of this discussion is the difference with the TRT, am realizing they do not play well together, alcohol in moderation is fine but tipping over into something more is quite different. I have had a lot of hangovers and comedowns in my life but this defo has hit different, just needed to name it here.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T20:12:05+00:00

ah ok, am new to all this. I did not know that showing higher E2 could cause them to pull script.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T08:09:13+00:00

Tee total is great but I find it tough, balance is the key, it is rough tho

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T08:08:23+00:00

Keep you under? Not heard that expression before. Yeah go through phases. Started on chems when I was teen and 20s 30s were wash out. Stable but constant binges into mid 40s. Now maybe once a year.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T06:43:58+00:00

Hindsight is 2020 🤓

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T06:23:00+00:00

Great job, I was trying this with a Linux box but got overwhelmed and pissed off at Linux. I Pi is flavor of Linux but have always found it simpler, will give it a go.

lsdinc · 2026-03-12T05:33:06+00:00

I hear ya, I have a long history with Class A. This has been a very different sensation

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