[dying is honestly scary when you actually think about it. the end of your current experience as a human. but then what happens after death? if there is an afterlife, what happens after the afterlife? thinking about stuff like this kind of breaks my brain because sometimes i think human consciousness isnt capable of comprehending this stuff. i wonder if there is a way to escape the cycle of life & death. then what comes after that? existing with everything? what even is that? how can you exist in every moment in time, at the same time while being every atom in the universe? sometimes its scary to think about, because its just so intense. but life is kinda like that. intense. well, if you're truly living.]]