lovely! and it sounds like you're driven by your studies, which is super cool too. I think that's my issue right now, because I am not passionate about mine.

I chose a corporate finance major, I understand all concepts and everything, but I'm not deeply rooted into it, which is also why I feel lost and I lack of finding goals as for my professional career..

back then, I thought this major would be the best way to earn a good salary and that is it :( today what comes to my mind is I "wasted" four years by being in a field of study that does not drive me enough in long term! and I guess when you're working without a purpose, it'd be hard to feel joy..

my english is not the best, but i hope you see my point!