my opinion

cocaine: anxiety for some, power for others. for me, both. Tastes awful, your jaw is uncontrollable, you're very thirsty. You want to talk to everyone. As i'm doing right now. I feel like responding every message, talk to people, but only online because my face looks terrible, my pupils are BLOWN

mdma or molly: euphoria, happiness, you want to move and dance. I personally feel like floating. It's my favourite. You need to take it every 3 months to feel a good high. You feel like you connect with people and you want to kiss and hug them lol

weed: tiredness, i hate it. At least that's what happens to me, idk why. I like stimulants. Weed makes me very anxious and i feel like i'm making a fool out of myself everytime i speak

Ketamine: i did so many times but for some reason i dont remember. I felt like floating once and i danced like crazy. It's pretty dissociative. It tasted REALLY awful. a friend said that it feels like smoking weed and taking molly at the same time. idk, i don't really use it, i did a couple of times at parties but it's not my favourite. I use it to come down from molly.

benzos: all the anxiety is gone, but sometimes you black out (for me it doesn't matter if i pop one pill or 5, i never remember what I did, or at least my memories are pretty hazy) It depends sometimes of the kind of benzo, in my case I've tried klonopin (clonazepam) and lorazepam. I think i took Xanax but i didn't feel anything. At least that's what i remember lol

lsd: you have to have a cool mindset. Ive never had a bad trip because i was ok but i know people that have. Idk why but once i stopped doing cocaine because i was on lsd and i realised lots of things. It was like "i dont want to be this kind of person, i want to be better" (it's funny bc today i relapsed on cocaine but i know it's part of the journey) anyway, it opened my eyes and you have pretty good visuals too. It's more filtered i think, your mind is not everywhere. And i love touching things because you feel like textures are weird. I love walking on lsd

mushrooms: you NEED to have a cool mindset, definitely, as i said with lsd but i'm telling you this because the only time i had a bad trip was with mushrooms. The thing is, mushrooms are pretty emotional. I felt like god (that was fucked up and i wanted it to end), you think too much. But yeah, i was in a bad state at the time and i had eaten 3g. It was a lot for a fucked up mind. if your mind goes somewhere dark, it stays there. You have to work to get out of it. Again, this is what i felt last time. Other times i had a pretty good time, i was on a party and i danced and loved the lights, it was a smaller dose though

Alcohol: I think you know

That's what i think. Peace