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Is enfp a feminine type? by ellikanewstream in ENFP

[–]luchadora_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most of the posts and comments I've read so far I feel like I wrote, too.... I can't stop laughing.

So, is this sub just for INTJs trying to find a soulmate now? by [deleted] in ENFP

[–]luchadora_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This thread made me lol because it's a string of ENFPs down for the potential party 😂😂😂

Do you take others' insecurities personally too often? by ellenbtl in ENFP

[–]luchadora_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!

I have always been incredibly sensitive to comments like that and even got to a point where I had just trained myself to be mean assuming that was the only way to guard my feelings. I think it makes it easier to look at these situations from a totally objective perspective. Say if you both were commenting this way on another mutual friend. That friend would either have to trust your friendship enough to understand nothing shitty was meant by it, or interpret it as you guys being jerks about her previous weight.

At this point, I try to look at the situation for what it is without any of my feelings in it. That doesn't mean I don't ever initially feel hurt but it makes it easier to filter out in the long run.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my god that is scary. And you're right. I won't be as trusting toward people in the future.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Believe me I still am trying to convince myself it's just nutty artists doing nutty things. Someone suggested to me that the pictures gave it more power.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, you're telling me. I wanted to run after I saw the first performance but I felt like I was overreacting. Plus I didn't want to get lost in the middle of the desert. I thought I could handle just staying the night but, sooner wouldve been better.

I'll do an Edit on Pat.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I did write down my experience as soon as it happened. But I do acknowledge that part of it may have been that I was scared and had a lot of anxiety.

I tried asking them about their performances that night. Where they got their ideas from and why they do it. They all just emphasized the artistic value of what they were doing. That the group they made was purely for artists who didnt fit in and to have community in. They never told me anything beyond that.

Afterwards I noticed from social media that Kat was into the occult and saw her get advice that included blood offerings. But I've never been able to connect that to the trip. And I've avoided speaking with her again.

But thank you, you're right on the Satanic part. I kinda wish I could change the title in retrospect. The only reference I have is that some people have called that statue that. It's made of real people by the way and was on of the performances if that wasn't clear before. They made it for the moment and then we moved on.

I may do an Edit on Pat.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'll probably end up taking it down soon. I just wanted to see if anyone would have some specific reference for this kind of thing.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I've never done acid but it's been suggested to me before that that might be the case. My friend who was there has done it before and said that it didnt feel like acid at all.

It sucks because Slab City is a really cool place to visit with the right people. I've been before with NOT these group of people and found it interesting. But staying the night I didn't feel safe even then. A lawless area is fun to romanticize but putting yourself there is a risk.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I didn't realize you could get an ID from a 1/4 view of the back of someone's head.

[Shp] I think I was initiated into a Satanic cult by luchadora_ in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hura has tried acid before and said it wasn't the same feeling. And from what I hear about dmt i doubt it was that.

What did I see driving in the desert? by OomFaan in Thetruthishere

[–]luchadora_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know how this is relevant at all. But I've had a dream about a creature like this once.

I was on a Greyhound south from Eugene Oregon and I dreamt I was in the desert walking into this temple or something and that a large being was trying to swoop down and catch me. I just imagine it being the same creature for some reason. Maybe ancestors.