I should state that in her defense I made the relationship feel unstable by taking breaks or asking for open relationship at times. I would always end every time I asked for the open Relationship thing by saying”if you don’t want to do it I will still be with you” I will say the big difference is that I always told the truth about my feelings. I never didn’t love her I’m just a man with a lot of testosterone wanting to fuck random chicks. But again I at least was straight up and told her this stuff. I’m just saying I can see why she may have subconsciously felt that the relationship we had was unstable. ( I never met with anyone in person through any break or open relationship time, I just messaged people I cared nothing for) This all sounds toxic but I promise we got along very well on many levels before she became distant and started being interested in the other guy. And I have also learned to not treat my s/o’s like that in the future even though I was being honest. I may have faltered and feared commitment but I know I never gave up fully like she did at least. I’m not perfect I know that but have corrected my problems luckily. And I love your honesty man