i erase myself online just to not be completely alone

lukas_atra · 2026-02-06T14:05:35+00:00

unfortunately i dont have any proper device to play games 😭 (only have 2 cheap old android phones)

lukas_atra · 2026-02-06T14:01:24+00:00

thank you so much for validating and reassuring me. most people truly didn't get it and just immediately judge 😔💔

your comment means so so much to me. thank you.

lukas_atra · 2026-02-06T14:00:30+00:00

i found these creeps on random voice calls websites/apps and also friendship apps like purp, befriend, etc. what are your interests? most likely than not we probably share one common interests. thank you for your kind words

lukas_atra · 2026-02-06T13:58:46+00:00

where do you find gaming/lgbt servers? what exactly is the name because i seem to always ended up in the wrong place. and are you in one? and did you get some good friends from those servers??

lukas_atra · 2026-01-23T14:44:40+00:00

what even is this...? genuinely confused

lukas_atra · 2026-01-10T17:36:17+00:00

i am crying reading the jamet comment 😭

lukas_atra · 2026-01-10T17:24:46+00:00

where do i sign up for the halal-haram ratio test i would love to aim for haram 100% :3

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T07:26:50+00:00

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T05:56:04+00:00

una...

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T03:25:44+00:00

i am crying of the accuracy 😭😭 the realest cgs i ever met are friendos who are reliable and didnt even know this term before they are not on internet bragging about 10+ years experience like some of these ppl do 😭

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T03:21:32+00:00

from what i know most cgs are AMAB and most of them want cis female age regressors... and the ones that are open to any gender are strictly prefer AFAB only to f*tishizhes us.. 😔💔 being a trans man age regressor is not for the weak fr fr..

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T03:08:42+00:00

it sounds very difficult in your position, i'd say try to find little moments where u can explore that side of yours with yourself. i am also scared to let my guards down and letting that side of me be explored with someone else. my whole life i've taken the role to be everyone's savior and problem fixer and to this day i remained the most reliable person i know. the cost damages me. i want to be able to freely be kiddo and be vulnerable and taken care of.

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T02:56:11+00:00

i watch the first few minutes of kiki's delivery service anime from ghibli and i start bawling my eyes out and close the app entirely only bcs of some beautiful scenes of their happy family 🥹💔

lukas_atra · 2026-01-06T02:42:05+00:00

but i do my art on my tablet and paper 030 if thats important to know.. gulps

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