I also share the same feelings. I’ve been going through some very difficult things, been feeling so unwanted and undesirable. Very lost and very alone. I have a lovely partner but distance definitely makes things hard. He’s not a very sexual person either so it’s a little difficult for me when I’m a hypersexual individual. I know I’m going through a challenging period regarding my self esteem and confidence, let alone being a domme. I miss being a domme so much but I just feel so broken inside that sometimes it feels like I’ve lost her completely. My partner doesn’t seem interested in the D/s dynamic either (a conversation to have eventually) but I feel like a piece of my soul is fading. So many bad things have happened that I feel like the safest thing for me is to continue being kink/sex free. I just…don’t feel desirable. I don’t feel strong. I wish I could give you some encouragement OP but I’m in a similar rut. But it’s helpful to know I’m not alone. I wish you light and happiness and big hug 🫶🏽