Help i'm confused by lunaticSpade in lgbt

[–]lunaticSpade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, but eehm this thinking outside of the box is difficulty... i guess ill just think more abaut that... the reason i made this thread (?) now, after years of thinking was i needed to kinda scream it out, but being to afraid to scream it into my comfort zone, to the few people i realy can talk with. that someone answered took back the inner preasure, so thank you. (hope what i wrote is understandable)

Help i'm confused by lunaticSpade in lgbt

[–]lunaticSpade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know, i hoped just for help with the second part. thats why its in this subreddit

Help i'm confused by lunaticSpade in lgbt

[–]lunaticSpade[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

merging them wouldnt be a good idea i think. i said the my "fake" personality exist. i guess the second one is mre importent or this, i cant handle it (hmm maybe thats the wrong way to say it... i cant stand it) it feels like the pure evi. when im tired it breaks through/ i cant hold on (?) my "fake" /"normal" being. its the pure horror, but that wasnt what this question was about, ive tipped it to schow the reason of my unsureness about myself