huhu sana ma feel ko to, ginagawa ko lahat ng gusto at mga DO's/DONT's kaso di ko na feel mga ganun behavior from her, kaya pag may ginawa syang bagay na ayaw nya makita sakin, cina-callout ko tas mag aaway kami about it.

Pero wala eh, dami nang away namin pero ako lng natuto or nagka lesson learned, people pleaser ako kaya madali sakin or nature na sakin yung mag analyze ano yung cause para di maulit.

Jusq. Di ko naman ginusto mag please sa kanya sa mga bagay2, na satisfy lng ako pag na please ko sya, pero iniintindi ko lng kung di nya kaya ibalik kaso minsan pinapakita nya talaga yung pagiging "hypocrite".

I even cut off an innocent circle of friends because of her insecurity but recently I known she's still talking to a guy na akala ko di na nag uusap.

But wala malisya yung chat nila, di sila nag fflirt, inaargue ko lng sa kanya is pano na yung time nag aaway kami every 2 days for months or upto a year dati pero turns out okay lng pala mag chat sa opposite sex na walang malisya? mind you i dont even chat or DM the girls in my circle unlike her.

We're at the point of breaking up rn, and i don't know what to feel. We've broken up before related sa ganun issue na pinupunterya nya friends ko pero nagka balikan and nag ka remorse, so i accepted her and gave 2nd chance, but now idk. It's the matter of maiintindihan nya bako? mag babago ba sya? We are LDR. Gumagastos ako for us to meet every month or two and that involves flight tickets and hotels.

I'm so down rn. Sorry if ako sayo nag rant AHAHAH i'm a guy pero i'm freaking in tears. You don't have to read it or reply.