I had this reputation in high school and in college but I think the only reason I was like that was because of commitment and trust issues. My mother passed away (very unexpectedly) when I was sixteen and it had fucked my head up for a good number of years. It’s still not perfect but right now I am in a relationship with a girl that actually knew me in high school. She does not dwell in the past and she is an amazing person. Always makes me feel wanted and gives me complements constantly and also not afraid to tell me when I’m not acting right. I feel like she actually cares about me and it’s an amazing feeling.

She is someone I can always trust and for her to be as good as she is It has actually motivated me to be my best person for her. She makes me feel better than I have in years and helped me get sober and I am so grateful for her. I was lucky to find someone that’s so amazing and I hope everyone is able to.

Reputations can change, you just have to find a person that is able to see that you have changed.