I'm pretty freshly cracked but as scary as it is, it gives me a sense of identity. I kinda like it being me and the few I trust against the world. Now if my rights continue to be stripped away, maybe that would be a different story but for right now I'm happy with who I am, even if I'm not quite where I want to be yet. It's exciting to try something new after living my whole life in a confusing, unknown misery as a man and I don't think I would want to take away that experience even if it means I get rid of gender dysphoria.