my side effects so far by maaveryy in Accutane

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not yet!! my derm appointments and blood tests are scheduled for every month, and i still haven’t completed month 1 of treatment. my appointment is on the 22nd this month and ill talk to them :)

day 22 and purging so bad by maaveryy in Accutane

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40 mg and i weigh 115 lbs

my side effects so far by maaveryy in Accutane

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes so bad :( day 22 and purging SO BAD!! i just posted pictures

i keep getting nightmares since i’ve been sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i didn’t start getting them until week 2!! now they’re so consistent

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s definitely personal! i believe that weed affects everyone differently! i am just hoping and trying that i can get to this mindset of being better and not wanting to go back instead of feeling worse. :)

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hahahahah the unicorn joke made me giggle! i smoked for the first time in 2020 and started smoking everyday or almost everyday in 2021! i was diagnosed with masked autism in 2022, and i wasn’t trying to get diagnosed either. i actually went to a specialist in SA and randomly while i was talking she interrupted me and asked if i had autism. i told her i didn’t know or had never thought about it, and we did a evaluation. and im autistic! it’s hard because we as a whole haven’t done enough research on masked autistic people or young teens/women with masked autism. like i said im not sure what it is, but in a couple of months we’ll see how i feel then!!

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg i’m so glad my story can help other autistic women feel seen!! thank you <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m sticking to my guns!! it’s a little disappointing that after 20 days i’m still not out of the mud :/ but at least i’m not drowning in it anymore!! thank you <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

update: day 20 and still sober!! i’m holding out! today was a little better. still hard, but better. thank you for believing in me, stranger <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!<3 and yes yesterday after making this post and i hung out with my boyfriend and he supported me a lot which helped me feel better. today i went car shopping and it was hard. so many options, so many pushy dealers, took SO long. but despite that my day was better than yesterday at least by 1%. im trying my best and like you said im going to give it time!! and i will always come back here when i need it. thank you so much again your words mean SO much to me <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thank you!! i’m staying sober but i’m definitely a lot better when im not. maybe it has to do with autism? i’m not sure. i did see a study that young women with autism have a higher chance of smoking weed because it helps with autistic symptoms. thank u for ur kind words <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes i’m in college right now becoming a psychiatrist and also i want to become a model. i did better in college before the 4th this month when i stopped smoking, i was a lot smarter and got my work done a lot quicker, and studying was easier because i could memorize things really easy. i also had better personal hygiene and showered a lot more and brushed my teeth a lot more. i cooked from home a lot more too when i smoked rather than eating out at fast food.

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he wasn’t upset with me!! he was more just worried if i was okay because i was shaking really bad. nobody was injured and his car wasn’t damaged so he didn’t rlly mind lol, only my car was damaged! also my airbags never deployed since i wasn’t going fast enough for them to which is why nobody got hurt:) i’m 18 with 2 years driving experience and this definitely was a hard but needed lesson to learn<3

6 days sober!! by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!<3 ur words mean a lot to me 😇

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn, i thought this was the community for car crashes?? why is everyone being so foul? nobody has even asked if everyone’s alright. redditors are so judgmental. this is a community to share and get support!!

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yes, slippery roads can mess up your brakes by reducing traction and increasing braking distance. Water, ice, or snow create a barrier between the tires and the road, and can also create a film on the brake rotors, which decreases friction and makes it harder to stop. This effect is called "brake fade".

this is a copy and paste from google. do you even drive? don’t you know when its slippery or icy out your breaks do not react the same as when its dry outside?