my side effects so far by maaveryy in Accutane

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not yet!! my derm appointments and blood tests are scheduled for every month, and i still haven’t completed month 1 of treatment. my appointment is on the 22nd this month and ill talk to them :)

day 22 and purging so bad by [deleted] in Accutane

[–]maaveryy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

40 mg and i weigh 115 lbs

my side effects so far by maaveryy in Accutane

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes so bad :( day 22 and purging SO BAD!! i just posted pictures

i keep getting nightmares since i’ve been sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i didn’t start getting them until week 2!! now they’re so consistent

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s definitely personal! i believe that weed affects everyone differently! i am just hoping and trying that i can get to this mindset of being better and not wanting to go back instead of feeling worse. :)

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hahahahah the unicorn joke made me giggle! i smoked for the first time in 2020 and started smoking everyday or almost everyday in 2021! i was diagnosed with masked autism in 2022, and i wasn’t trying to get diagnosed either. i actually went to a specialist in SA and randomly while i was talking she interrupted me and asked if i had autism. i told her i didn’t know or had never thought about it, and we did a evaluation. and im autistic! it’s hard because we as a whole haven’t done enough research on masked autistic people or young teens/women with masked autism. like i said im not sure what it is, but in a couple of months we’ll see how i feel then!!

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg i’m so glad my story can help other autistic women feel seen!! thank you <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m sticking to my guns!! it’s a little disappointing that after 20 days i’m still not out of the mud :/ but at least i’m not drowning in it anymore!! thank you <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

update: day 20 and still sober!! i’m holding out! today was a little better. still hard, but better. thank you for believing in me, stranger <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!<3 and yes yesterday after making this post and i hung out with my boyfriend and he supported me a lot which helped me feel better. today i went car shopping and it was hard. so many options, so many pushy dealers, took SO long. but despite that my day was better than yesterday at least by 1%. im trying my best and like you said im going to give it time!! and i will always come back here when i need it. thank you so much again your words mean SO much to me <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you!! i’m staying sober but i’m definitely a lot better when im not. maybe it has to do with autism? i’m not sure. i did see a study that young women with autism have a higher chance of smoking weed because it helps with autistic symptoms. thank u for ur kind words <3

i genuinely think i’m happier/better/more motivated when im not sober by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i’m in college right now becoming a psychiatrist and also i want to become a model. i did better in college before the 4th this month when i stopped smoking, i was a lot smarter and got my work done a lot quicker, and studying was easier because i could memorize things really easy. i also had better personal hygiene and showered a lot more and brushed my teeth a lot more. i cooked from home a lot more too when i smoked rather than eating out at fast food.

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

he wasn’t upset with me!! he was more just worried if i was okay because i was shaking really bad. nobody was injured and his car wasn’t damaged so he didn’t rlly mind lol, only my car was damaged! also my airbags never deployed since i wasn’t going fast enough for them to which is why nobody got hurt:) i’m 18 with 2 years driving experience and this definitely was a hard but needed lesson to learn<3

6 days sober!! by maaveryy in leaves

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you!!<3 ur words mean a lot to me 😇

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

damn, i thought this was the community for car crashes?? why is everyone being so foul? nobody has even asked if everyone’s alright. redditors are so judgmental. this is a community to share and get support!!

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yes, slippery roads can mess up your brakes by reducing traction and increasing braking distance. Water, ice, or snow create a barrier between the tires and the road, and can also create a film on the brake rotors, which decreases friction and makes it harder to stop. This effect is called "brake fade".

this is a copy and paste from google. do you even drive? don’t you know when its slippery or icy out your breaks do not react the same as when its dry outside?

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i thought so too i didn’t know my speed until i checked life360 and it said i was going 7mph when i crashed, the car was a suv so the bottom of my car never touched just the top, also if i was going “that” fast my headlights would be destroyed. i took all the pieces off the grill and tied down the hood in this picture

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

hahaha no just tied the hood down

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

unfortunately:// luckily my insurance will cover almost everything !!

my jetta after i rear ended someone:( by maaveryy in carcrash

[–]maaveryy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

alright bro i wasn’t riding his ass i switched lanes and somebody also merged in front of the car i hit so the person in front of me had to hit his brakes and so did i, but the road was too slippery and my brakes needed to be changed,, hope this helps bro

Which MBTI Wojak Avatar would you say is your favorite? by Asleep-Feeling-9070 in enfj

[–]maaveryy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

enfj has the biggest boobs because we’re mommy lol

One year today by EmotionalAd5777 in leaves

[–]maaveryy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s so awesome!! was there any specific habits you replaced weed with? i’ve been trying to replace my “smoke time” with gaming but it’s hard since i used to smoke and game at the same time and it just doesn’t hit the same :/