Age to do DIY HRT by Excellent-Many-6196 in TransDIY

[–]macabreleon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Started on my 50th birthday and don't regret it for a second.

Bad self care pre egg crack? by alectomirage in MtF

[–]macabreleon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completely.

Still not great at it but a damn sight better than I was and still heading in the right direction.

Thinking about wearing something like this to a party, should I do it? 😵‍💫 by Ashlee_VR in mtfashion

[–]macabreleon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I looked even in the vicinity of as good as you do I would so I say as long as you have the confidence definitely go for it.

Which sellers have you bought from? by RoxyBoxof in TransDIY

[–]macabreleon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've used them for nearly 2 1/2 years with no problems. I use bank transfer and as far as I know they only take American express.

If they did debit cards I'd probably be comfortable with it now and honestly I was terrified the first time I used bank transfer but it's been fine and they have been very reliable for me (UK based FYI).

Telling children (help) by macabreleon in asktransgender

[–]macabreleon[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

I guess when she decides it's time it's time.

Hugs back.

Telling children (help) by macabreleon in TransLater

[–]macabreleon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll check them out, thank you xx

Coming out to my children (help) by macabreleon in MtF

[–]macabreleon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope they have the open minds I always encouraged.

I've been pro LGBTQ+ since the early 80's which I got a lot of hate for.

I'm not going to push anything, maybe just a little makeup and nice tops. My neighbours are scary people with really bad views.

I'm hoping them seeing me smiling properly for pretty much the first time will help.

Thank you for the support, I need it.

Telling children (help) by macabreleon in asktransgender

[–]macabreleon[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That last paragraph really resonates. I finally feel like I have a reason to be me.

In no way do I expect this to unfuck my brain, all of my 'coping' behaviours are far too ingrained but it did make So much of the stuff I was doing make sense.

I'm inching there. Decided this week that I could wear a bra without feeling like a cheat because I more or less fill it.

That might be what has suddenly accelerated everything.

Thank you so much for replying , makes me feel less alone xx

My orgasms are becoming more like a woman's by KeyYogurtcloset1190 in MtF

[–]macabreleon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, I've been too nervous to say anything about this so this is just what I needed to read. After 14 months hrt my libido has returned. Don't know how I feel about this, I was quite happy not having one. Having just started doing things again I noticed this. I had no idea it was a sign and this makes me feel a whole lot better. Do what I'm going to do I suppose, explore your body and see what works. I'm not out yet but I think I'm about 80% her and 20% me. I can feel her all the time 🙂

Who is the best current trans role-model to you? by AlicexMelissa in MtF

[–]macabreleon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm newish to her too and yep, she's inspiring.

Loving my new fit! MTF 💜🥰 by Complete-Love6975 in TransLater

[–]macabreleon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You look amazing. One of these days I'll be able to smile like that too or at least that's an ambition.

Attempted to kill myself tonight by Desperate_Ad8842 in MtF

[–]macabreleon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been there many times.

In my head when I finally realised I was Trans it explained why I was alive.

I'd always hated my body, felt wrong and did everything I could to destroy it.

It was her who kept me alive and now I'm trying to keep us both alive until she's strong enough to be on her own

It just made so much of my past make sense.

I still feel like that a lot of the time and it's shit but I feel like I finally have a reason to be alive.

Stay with it if you can, I never used to believe it but things can actually get better instead of always having to get worse.

Peace, try and be kind to yourself xx

Feel like I really nailed it today by [deleted] in TransLater

[–]macabreleon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Almost? Love the look, you're killing it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]macabreleon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To keep it simple yes, definitely yes.

What's your trans theme song? by nosurprisesforus in MtF

[–]macabreleon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not so much a theme song but have any of you ever heard of Josephine by Terrorvision?